Post number #997425, ID: 4d1ad4
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I was going to take anything I had that might do something. I'd gathered up a lot of antidepressants, prescription antibiotics, and promethazine. I didn't know what effect they would have, and didn't really care at the time. I stopped myself right before I started taking them though.
Post number #997454, ID: 4c1b4b
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boo
Post number #997456, ID: 89754b
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you've assembled the liver destroyer 9000. you would die and it would hurt the entire time you were dying.
and you know why this would work? because promethazine is an anti-emetic. most cases of people being retarded with pills, the body realizes it's been poisoned and vomits all over the place.
you've done your research. in a way, i am proud of you. in another way, i question why you did not research a better way to kill yourself.
Post number #997457, ID: 89754b
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now, i am all about bodily autonomy, up to and including the right to mcsudoku yourself whenever you please for any reason.
but why pills, exactly? because they were easily accessible? and if you did already do the research, why did you stop yourself?
you got some questions to be asking yourself, girlie. good luck out there.
Post number #997459, ID: 8c163d
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She did it to make this thread, mad respect for the hustle. Just draw sad anime girls next time though.
Post number #997460, ID: 4d1ad4
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I actually didn't research it at all. I just grabbed what I had that seemed like it would do the most damage in the moment. As for why I didn't research something better or why I stopped myself. I don't really *want* to die. I'm just so overwhelmed by everything in and around my life right now.
Post number #997461, ID: 4d1ad4
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Specifically what stopped me in the moment though was the idea that it might not work, but leave me with really bad permanent damage. I know that can happen with certaiin failed methods, and I started thinkinh about what I could have to deal with if it didn't work.
Post number #997462, ID: 0edfbb
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Only opened this garbage thread to see how close we are to #1mil
Post number #997467, ID: 89754b
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>I just grabbed what I had that seemed like it would do the most damage in the moment. >what stopped me was the idea it will leave me with permanent damage
you are a coward, a schizophrenic, and i award you no points. you lose. good day ma'am
Post number #997473, ID: 54ef1a
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>>4d1ad4 you did the right call by not taking any. those wouldn't kill you right away but it would've made your life, body and brain really sucky. you deserve better than that.
Post number #997518, ID: 2aea28
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Be normal and create a hobby of offering other people ideal remedies
>Don't sewerslide yourself uwu
Post number #997531, ID: 90c315
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You can always try growing water lilies if you want to Ctrl alt delete your own existence: family friendly, painless, and the "it's nAtUrAl, I thought it would do no harm" excuse works for most people. But I would recommend toughing it out for now, explore possibilities, and immediately outrule those who seem close that what you've been doing up to now and can explain at least a part of your pent-up worries, g/u/rl. Most likely, you will get different results if you do different.
Post number #997665, ID: 4d1ad4
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Hi, OP back again seeing it for the first time since responded before. Y'all are some freaks, but I already knew that. Only level headed response here was >>54ef1a.
Post number #997681, ID: e8528f
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best suicide method is going to sleep under a giant rock which is suspended from a tree with a teeny tiny rope on which a small rodent nibbles away at
Post number #997836, ID: 4d1ad4
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I went through with it this time. If I don't make it through the night, I'm sorry I wasn't stronger everybody.
Post number #997844, ID: 4d1ad4
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Hey everyone. I made it out. God I'm a fucking idiot. I was so scared after I did it. I'm still feeling the effects nut they're wearing off.
Post number #997860, ID: 194c2d
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stop bumping your shit thread you whiny ass attention whore oh no look at me im sad and killing myself but im so scared tho but but stfu we dont know you no one cares go start a blog somewhere else
Post number #997866, ID: 6555e1
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You should have
Post number #997871, ID: 8c163d
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Ngl you just sound like you're an adrenaline junkie that's in denial
Post number #998196, ID: 90c315
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You're shit at dying you know that?
Side note, take a good knife and cut the left side of your neck. Boom, job done. No side effects or anything other. If you're gonna do it, do it correctly
Post number #998308, ID: 66f448
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wtf is this thread
Post number #998337, ID: 8c163d
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This is your average danger/u/ thread, do not be surprise
Post number #998339, ID: 626b92
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trans people culture be like
| I was going to take anything I had that might do something. I'd gathered up a lot of antidepressants, prescription antibiotics, and promethazine. I didn't know what effect they would have, and didn't really care at the time. I stopped myself right before I started taking them though.