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Do common people fear knowledge?
| I hate playing this pretending game, I hate not being able to talk about it in public. And in private I'm only given short judgements with thinking about it at all.
I don't say to be better but I don't like when they can't just follow me beacause they like to keep playing their fantasies and act weak so they get rights to be protected.
| I hate people getting together to work for goal lacking on ambitions. I hate to see people being retard and asking for orders on what to do. I hate people who can't read the atmosphere and require things to be explained, I hate talking for when it's oblivious how it should be done, I hate to have to wait for people to fix themselfs for me to move on on my objectives, I hate havibg people telling what it should be done when they clearly have np idea how to live in the world.
| They live in their past, copypaste what they've seen and taught and keep going with steel balls on their feets that these teaching also have. Pretending that's how it should be done and looking at the added weight as a necessity. By living in their past they wil' never see what's actually happening. How to get in contact with a real person. They'll assume that whatever will happen it should be like that because they don't even acknowledge that they should change themselfs.
| The trees with shitty roots should be burn to death, living obstacles. I wish I could fucking make them suffer for everytime they've been on my way. Thinking to do the right thing, but it's just a moment. They have no idea what will happen next, they're never prepared, they just play with garbage in their free time.
Acting all high when they're all living to reach another shithole.
| I hate that if I were to let myself down they'll act like crabs and pull me with them, I can't say shit about my plans I need to keep looking at them licking each other's asshole all the time till they get tired and I can move on. Disgusting.
I can't bear that I can't do any harm to them, I want to ruin them. They've been all the way the same, they've no redemption chance over everything. Be nice, gentle and patient or powerful, energetic and ambitious. It doesn't work.
| They're shit that will just retreat to their dark cave and pretend nothing has been said.
I'm tired, I just want to hear good words, I want to have reasoning made. I don't want anymore people believing to be better and live in their head when they talk and do things.
| I've been vulnerable. They've hit me. I've hit back. I was disbanded.
I pretend, nothing happens. A view of agony is just another common day I guess.
| Read me!!
Here a more chatting post.
I had to rant today. Having a shitty time in life, been long since I've been here.
| I want to make thing, I hate being in constant hate. I want to stop. It hurts, why we people need to be simple to match each others in a relationship? I don't want to live simple, there a
is so much I'd miss out if I were to let myself down. I prefer to suicide. It's what I want because I know life and what it is about, the price for knowledge is not being able to go back, you just will make it or you'll never be happy again.
| I had no idea before but I want to end it. I want to rebel. I can't stands people's fictions. I can't live in a distopia. It's all horror. I don't like it. Doesn't matter how much you get used to bear it, there'll be always something worse showing up, and I've never ready for it. I'm never ready to be hurt even more. I don't want it, I don't want any of this, I just want to be happy again, I just want to be comforted, I just want to be given a chance. It hurts so much.
| Crying in place where you feel uneasy, I don't want this. I want cry at my home, on my bed, where I can feel peace. I've never wanted any of this. I was never ready. they keep pushing me regardless, I just need to pretend that's all right, to hold everything till it matters.
| People are a disaster, I don't want to live in this cruel reality. Dealing with other will keep destroy me, I can be mean too, I can be rough too. It doesn't matter. Nothing will matter, it'll always be the same, I've never matted. I've played around like a toy. That's what they've been looking at me for. I'll escape and I won't look back. But getting better is so hard.
| Getting my needs always check is so hard. I can't do progresses, but I need myself capable to deal with everything. I need but it's been so long. But I need this change
| I just think I want to be listened by making the thread. It's been forever since the last time I've been genuine with myself, I've used to like this place... Sentiments can be so wild but I still hold them very deal as they make me remember of being real
| dear*
| I need to sleep, stay cool gurls.
I'll forget about this the next day.
| *wishes you a nice and comfortable sleep*
| *wishes you a uncumfortable sleep*
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| May you call it lazy or unwilled but getting on the boat is something it should be inherent the person.
Literally you can't do shit without knowing anything.
Why do we keep deceive ourselfs into following a track to just be like anyone else?
People rage or run when I come up with discussion.
I'm looked at like some sort of maniac who's messed up in the head.