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It's feels so weird to trust someone.
| I have been bestrayed constantly by my surrounding at a very young age, my second nature of being defensive and vain is the cope that I didn't even aware.
| I feel small on myself after that, I think it's the next step I should grow out of, to be more okay with peoples. Cause I improved relationship to my fellow lately already, now I occasionally want to hangout. Life give me such harsh days and I am making it with peoples I trust and be thankful for it. I think this is the best outcome.
| I think I want to be more humanely from now on, living with no one to trust is fearful. accepting others and my position and appreciate the carings, while seeing the reality objectively sound fire.
| It’s a common event that would happen to anyone, for me it’s the wildest day. I cant phrase it accurately.
| I learning this at the age of 25, hm. I am overrated.
| >>927115 nooo stop healing yourself! you're cuter when you're more schizophrenic!
it sounds like you're doing what most neets wish they could do, OP. good job.
| Try sex
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| Today I had my first time in a 13 years to trust someone and ask someone a favor. I am in a situation I had to. Not use to the feeling I am having at all. There is a chance life throw me anything and I am again helpless to return the favor then become a type of person I feels disgusted to know. I am uncomfortable to have deep connection with others for I am scared to have to disappoint them because how absurd life is. Or it's me having low trust to myself?