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You have to move on with your life.
| It's okay, I am here, like I always do.
| One more try.
| Take a deep breath.
| Give youself time, just don't stuck there.
| I was really scare.
| Still the executions is so simple.
| Is a free lesson, now you know what to do next time it happens which I hope not.
| Fixable.
| I am good now.
| I love sex
| I found it helpful until the i love you
| why do i get the feeling OP is talking to himself
| It's not working. I'm rotting
| You don't fucking understand. He died and I could have prevented it if I had just hugged him or some shit but I was too fucking autistic for that. He walked out of my place in the middle of winter saying he'd walk home and I believed him like a retard. They found him dead that night, suicide. I'll never forgive myself.
| If he died because of you then it's your duty to keep on living fo his sake too and maybe even pursue his dreams from when he was alive
Don't disrespect a life that was lost by devaluing the memories into a negative that ruins another life too(your life)
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| No matter what happened, you have to get out of it mentally and phsically, for stucking in it costs even more pain to no end. I am so so sorry. This is the best you can do for you. Please love yourself no matter what. You have to make it for yourself. You are strong enough to get through all that, this is piece of cake. We are together in this. I love you, so please stay a little longer. Sky is beautiful. It worthy to live for.