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i feel lonely
| Why'd they do that
| I'm not so sure.. i'm probably knowing 3 special people.. they was always nice to me, and i feel always safe to tell them anything.. few times i maybe overshared little a lot.. but they never get mad, and they didn't hate me.. 2 years ago, in one time when started corona in europe one from them said that she feel that don't want use internet anymore.. i was (and still i'm) little cringe i guess.. the way how she said it was honestly stylish but also hurting.. but i never saw her
| Online again.. second person recently told me that she don't want talk with people.. was ignoring me for few weeks and week back said that she is a lot busy because of covid.. wasn't much specific why, but i'm little paranoid if i didn't annnoy her.. and third person.. we was a lot used to talk about how our life looks like, what we do, recommending things and so.. but 2 years i did somehow wasted by playing cs:go, fall guys and self harming a lot little..
| She was often questioning me probably.. and i have fear to tell these things to her.. also because her happened some bad things in past :c
| I have somehow tendency to always attach.. but i'm chaos and idk what i do.. i mean today i thought that i will write one page of one work what i really need to over 3 months.. but instead i'm spamming here in random threads on /u/
| I wrote in notepad in my phone tomorrow plan, about things as eat, take shower, write work etc.. and now i'm laying and thinking if i will be able to do these..
| I feel little as Lain without Alice.. it's dumb comparison but my brain (or maybe last 3 brain cells) can't have better idea now
| Be horny and be happy.
| Sounds like you need to focus a little more on yourself friend. You're overthinking has probably led to some of this distancing. People are cool but being to emotionally clingy can be draining, especially if the other person has similar issues. Do some art, read a book, buy a plant.
| >>893077
If you dont want to tell her you spent the last 2 years of your life doing shitty things, just lie man wtf
| You could try seeking a psychiatrist. Most of my sessions ended up being me venting about how I hated the way I live and plans on how to combat the former.
but yeah also>>893137
The sense of progression I'd get from drawing makes me feel secure, Even though I'm not the most efficient with my learning. The act of setting mirco goals like "oh hey I kinda got ____ right, before it just hurt my brain." distracts you from feeling like shit.
| >>893555 i was in past.. even twice (like different doctors..) but in both cases they just gived me pills.. truth is that i can barely open.. usually i just told about my self harm cuts maximally.. and than somehow i was saying that everything is fine.. i'm really paranoid person and i have difficult to trust unknown people in general.. specially when i don't feel any empathy for them..
| >>893596 i feel more like machine sometimes
>>893597 nope, i feel ok to join dark side if i can't being catched
>>893598 also no, classic liberalism is closer for me
>>893600 nice flex
>>893619 if they qre yuseless, you can give me some :p
| >>e6081a oi, you could do as you used to, and make a separate thread for your ramblings, instead of spamming an existing one
| >>893625 1. yup ^^
2. I mean in concepts which are inspired by people like John Locke, i feel that a lot people think that liberalism=socialism, meanwhile socialists want big government with controlled economy, classic liberalism is wanting small government and free market (simplified explained)
3. yes xd
4. ohh, thank you i can now buy 0.000000190 btc, spend it for some nfts and than sell them for billions xd
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| All people what i like somehow suddenly stopped to talk with me.. but i can't stop thinking about them :c