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I can't shake this feeling
| Get an actual friend help
| I tried, most people I talk to either shrugged it off or started maling jokes about it, not sure that's what I need rn tho
| I've been on the other end of that situation. We had a guy in our friend group who ended up being the butt of a lot of jokes, who we shit-talked, who we honestly bullied in ways that we thought were fine because we weren't pushing him around or treating him the way the jocks and country boys treated us. But that wasn't really better. We acted like friends, but that deceipt was terrible on him. We could have been better, but weren't, and most of us didn't grow up until we graduated.
| Find someone that doesn't get involved in those situations, or seems to at least distance themselves a bit, who just plays along passively. Talk with them about how you feel, one-on-one, and see what comes of it. The worst that can happen is that everyone stays the same. If so, you need to distance yourself from them. I don't want other people to be treated that way, to be included in a group only to be spat on for fun.
| Social life is necessary for your mental health, but it isn't worth it if it isn't genuine.
| >>878883
This. Also it's nice to see you acknowledging what you did, >>cece80 . I was treated like that in school (although they weren't even pretending to be my friends most days) and I'm still dealing with the repercussion years later.
| Ooga chaka ooga ooga
| >>878924
That's immediately where my mind went too. Though it still can't out earworm hulk hogan's theme song.
| >>cece80 this feels somewhat like what it was for me in elementary, but since then I feel like it's the same but they atleast put the effort to hide it away from me
| However if I was in your shoes I would not think just acknowledging is enough, I always try to hide my past because I hate people seeing how I was before, in the end no matter what came before it throws me into a downward spiral, guess I am dumb tho because I have no words for this.
| UGA CHAKA UGA UGA
UGA CHAKA UGA UGA
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| Everytime I am near my classmates or just being in a call I feel like rhey treat me as if I was retarded always maming me feel like they are talking behind my back and that I can't trust them.
Just half a hour ago I got invited to a competetive match of csgo with them and the whole time they felt extremely ironic whenever they talked to me or about me, I don't know what to do.