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I hate goodbyes.
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I guess it all just reminds me more about the ppl in my life who died and how my parents will die and my sibling swill die and my friends will die and i will die. Just having a little sad existential crisis fuckk is that whats seriously happning right now. I’m relting
| im relating this end of a relationship to death bdcause I wont see this person ever again and contact will be limited, so its reminding me of ppl i knew who died aaa holy shit im gay
| I'm graduating in 14 days and I'm still browsing danger/u/ late at night like I did 4 years ago when I was a socially awkward middle-schooler with constant brain fog from reading manga every night until falling unconscious at 4 am. Old habits I guess. Maybe I'm back where I started now that all my friends are headed down different paths and we'll lose contact sooner or later. Got nothing to wrap up this ramble other than to tell you that you aren't alone I guess.
| At least you got to say goodbye.
| oof
| >>859209 hey I'm 2 years ahead of you in the school system and I've got some advice relating to that:
the best of your friends are probably a lot like you, and if they end up in the same situation in a different spot, they'll be doing mostly the same stuff as you. when I went off to college, I ended up lonely, not talking to anyone, not doing much, and missing my old friends. when I talked to them online, it turned out they weren't as busy as I thought they'd be, and they were...
| in the same situation as me doing the exact same things as me. so now I spend a couple hours every day online with one or another of them, and I feel a lot better. it's not quite the same as seeing them in person, but it's definitely not bad.
| With the internet, you're never truly alone. It definitely sucks not being able to see the other person, but you can always find a way to talk with them.
Ask them if they want to watch a movie together in a Discord call or something. Try to make the best with what you're given.
| you gurls are lucky to even have friends. the only person I could call friend started ignoring me not so long ago so I'm like 100% alone now. it hurts so fucking much... I wish I had someone to talk to
| now that I think about it, it would've been much better if I had a chance to say goodbye. who would've thought that happy "see ya" would turn out to be our last words... I hate getting attached to people so much
>>859510 I meant someone to talk to personally, anonymous boards are entirely different thing
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| someone who helped me so much in the past 2 years is moving on. not dead but our paths in life are diverging and theres nothing i can do to make them intersect again. i cried infront of er and i told her how much she means to me. she told me things are going to be okay and that I tried very hard and made a lot of progress and I just broke down into tears I couldnt keep being stoic. I’m very tired and this is bittersweet for both of us. i wanted to post to process my thoughts