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I accidentally found out a way to become NEET forever
| I have very little expectations in regards to life. I just need one PC with internet so that I can watch anime and play MMOs. That's manageable since it's a laptop so it eats very little amounts of electricity
| Before you call me a savage - my mother and surrounding people ruined my life and now expect me to be normal. They're the sadists
| Loser
| Meds
| Goals
| Cute
| Tomoko Kuroki Cosplay Speedrun
| >>851128
Being fucked up to someone because they're a fuckup doesn't make you less of a worthless shitstain. Your mother obviously cares about you, even if she isn't the best person, and you're as bad or worse for emotionally manipulating her because you can't be bothered to work. You're like ten times the sadist, go fuck yourself.
| >>851186 delectable
but an interesting implication this post has. normality, and the craving for normal life. taught by the likes of freud that our internal affairs are in large shaped by the earlier experiences in life, we come to a conclusion that the responsibilty for who we are lies with those who shaped our early environment and were present at these crucial moments - including the self-perceived worst things about us. maybe even omitting the better ones, in a-
| >>851128
You know, don't rely on others to live. What will you do when your mother dies?
Your survival is no one else's responsibility but your own in the end.
| -graceful move of metaphysical aikido moving the responsibility for the self-perceived best in us - onto us. "despite mom not getting me a happy meal i have did X, how much more couldve i done if not for that". so what follows is a thought that a different psychological configuration would have prevented misery, and bring the so much sought for "normalcy", the blissful ignorance, the neverending comfort of just living a happy life and having dinners with the family.
| what such a thinker ignores, is the entire else behind the surface of the examples of normal life he sees, with its ups, and downs, the general confusion and inability to make real sense of anything, escaping from it all into places where comfort is expected, the dinners, the movies, the walks, the games etc. the thinker might seek to enjoy these things, but he denies himself comfort, due to: "not being normal". or perhaps knowing that these things are mere distractions-
| >>851195 frankly I can't tell the difference between "it's just a bait" and "just a prank bro". You must be a little fucked up
| -thing we fill the everpresent void with, unwilling to confront it. so in a commited act of escapism said thinker might separate his self from the external as completely as he can, as to not to agitate the birth trauma, resorting to simply exist. but if he could simply exist, he would not need to resort to NEETdom, he would be content with what he has and what he is. so he is stuck right between existance and nonexistance, a limbo. what do you think should said thinker think now?
| open question, engage with me cunts
| This is bait.
| >I found a way to become neet
I mean it's the only way what else did you expected.
| >>851204 I'm going to try to paraphrase this. The mind is shaped by early life, therefore the we say that people who where with us then are responsible for us now.
"MY parents would be the ones responsible for what I hate myself for, but I am responsible for what I am the best at."
"I have done the thing, I could have done more of the thing had I gotten the reward"
"what if I had gotten the reward, I probably would have had a perfect experience"
| Normal,I think is ideal,picturesque, think of some 50s nuclear family?
but they don't consider other the lives of others in this ideal?
or they don't consider their own role in the ideal?
or disregards things that don't fit the ideal
they're escaping into comft things but self-guilt stop them from from being fully immersed in it. They aren't willing to confront the source of the guilt though.
in escaping they are separating themselves from how they are viewed by others?
| or they completely remove themselves from the people around him?. they are trying to only exist but the fact they're escaping at all means they cant.
| *around themselves*
| >>851310
There is the less common. Get absolutely rich in some way. Then live off your wealth until the day you die neets. Though they are exceedingly uncommon.
| Cool
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| I finished school 14 months ago and I stayed home since then. My mom finally spoke uo to me today about getting job or she will kick me out. I joked that I'll kill myself if she does that. She started crying, hugged me and said that it's ok, that I can stay but don't harm myself. I calmed her down but I won't have to work either. I may do something of my own on the side though because she won't lend me any money for personal needs apart from health and food.