Post number #762989, ID: 30140d
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Not great. My niece has some rather noticeable intellectual disability believed to be caused (or at least contributed to) by epilepsy and manifesting among other things in serious issues in behavior (unfortunately meaning uncontrollable physically chaotic behavior most of the time). It's putting a pretty heavy strain on our entire family. Mom is taking her to our house occasionally to help. I want to move out, but my parents are getting old and I have to stay behind to support them
Post number #762995, ID: 30140d
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She's here again today as well. I really want to help my mom too and lighten the burden she shares with my sister at least somewhat. Thing is, I can't even deal with normal kids all that well, obviously even less so with all this stuff. Which only makes me think that I'm not a very good person for not doing everything in my power to help at least in some way. It tears me apart to see my mom and sister so stressed out, and I keep getting more and more frustrated.
Post number #763002, ID: 30140d
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Actually please disregard everything I've written above, definitely oversharing here, sorry for that.
Hope you g/u/rls are doing well on this fine day.
Post number #763010, ID: fe305c
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I'm, unsure. There's been some good and some bad, and I have a pretty bad headache. Hopefully I can make it a little better before I have to sleep.
>>763002 No worries. Just let it out homie. It ain't an issue.
Post number #763011, ID: da5938
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Everything is fine.
Post number #763289, ID: 47d77e
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Tired, and I can't wait for overtime to be over with
Post number #763363, ID: 50832a
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I'm incredibly bored and lonely. Lying in bed and not knowing what to do.
Post number #763366, ID: af19fa
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>>763363 So many lonely people
Post number #763367, ID: 94a5e0
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Fine, I guess? Finally left all my friend groups because I wanted to be alone after feeling super shitty and hurt even when we were hanging out. Got drunk as all hell last night and about to chug water like my life depends on it the rest of the day. Otherwise, life goes on and nothing amazing has happened.
Post number #763381, ID: b5f866
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Wanted to do university homework shit, but it turned out way too hard for me. Dont know how to do this shit. Shoul've done this shit 1 month ago btw. Have no clue. Anyway, I wasted the whole day, shit still isn't ready. Managed to do a lab at least
Post number #763393, ID: 9158ad
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Everything is fine.
Post number #763440, ID: 345784
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I'm alright, thanks for asking OP.
Post number #763508, ID: 1800de
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Want to continue writing for a vn im working on but feel knackered from long hours at work yesterday.
At the desk and i know I'll only have a mind for it tomorrow.
Post number #763583, ID: 9a8bcc
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Your mom
Post number #764011, ID: 3965de
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Your femboi
Post number #764021, ID: 345784
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Mm, behind at work through a combination of severe understaffing and my own failings, but otherwise, ok I guess. Thanks for asking.
Post number #764077, ID: 8c0ab5
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Was driving the delivery van and it almost got grounded due to the back door not functioning due to the cable breaking so had to lift the 300lbs door without any cable support which drops it down to 20lbs of how much it weighs normally. Now my lower back hurts. Though other than that my shift went fine. Went to get some burritos and also my grandma just arrived from Florida which should be nice to finally see her.
Post number #764248, ID: 580a8f
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>>763366 welcome to the internet, our safehaven
Post number #764368, ID: 97d9a1
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The climate is fucking up my mood and not helping with my depression, I'm real sad, but I read a lot today, that's good, perhaps tomorrow I can actually get to drawing
Post number #764375, ID: 22f0ec
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I'm fine. Just fine. School from 8 am 'till 5pm, and I'm meant to have a group presentation today, but one of my two partners is ill, the other rarely was there, and I sight of it.
We're hoping that we can talk this out with our teacher, to give us until next week; we'll be able to provide a solid 1-hour work then.
Post number #764376, ID: 22f0ec
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I sat 'till like midnight to work on a rough patchwork, but this stupid dumbass called ME forgot to upload it to my school account. So if your teacher doesn't throw us a bone, we'll be doomed.
Post number #764500, ID: b90f0f
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>>762975 pretty good actually, i realized that one of the things i wanted to do, can and most certainly will become a reality in the near-mid future, even though it will employ lots of working and preparation on my part, i am pretty sure i will be able to do it, and because of that im happy :D
Post number #764505, ID: d8506c
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I'm exhausted, but, I feel good kinda. A friend of mine who's very poor and has been turn down from multiple jobs now hasn't had enough money for food for a few days now and I finally managed to get me some money and got him some food, and the happiness he's had today after finally getting to eat was, like, that shit fueled me. It looks like he'll actually be getting a job soon too, and, shit. Knowing he's fed and safe rn has made this hellishly exhausting day worth it.
Post number #764507, ID: a6ff73
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>>d8506c enjoy the small victories of preventing starvation
Post number #764509, ID: d8506c
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>>764507 I am! It might be a minor thing in the long run, but his happiness means everything to me. I saw him yesterday and it was, so depressing. He's barely been able to get any sleep as well. It looked like he was gonna collapse at any moment. Today he's been looking a lot better and had the energy to go out and stuff, all with a genuine smile. Little things like that is what I live for. He's such an amazing person and seeing him feel okay again is, yeah. I'm just happy.
Post number #764545, ID: 4e8a0b
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3/10 pretty bad but been worse
Post number #764609, ID: 75e598
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Earlier this week I was pretty deep in the depression. Today though I felt a lot better. I fought a cockroach for two hours this morning and I think coming down from the adrenaline and sheer terror helped me get some of my emotional range back ^^
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