Post number #762316, ID: b12ed4
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I want this pain to end. I have thoughts about self mutilation to end the pain constantly. No one knows though, I keep it to myself. I just keep doing the same shit, laughing at jokes just because other people are with an empty emotion rattling around what feels like a hollow husk. I have to sustain this meat sack, yet, everything is unappetizing. everything is unappealing. I have no mouth, and I must scream.
Post number #762332, ID: 0f09b4
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But you should have mouth, like wtf
Post number #762337, ID: e973df
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Have you tried having sex?
Post number #762338, ID: cf2d29
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Hey that's a cool videogame. I never liked old school adventure games so i just watched online playthroughs.
Post number #762340, ID: 44b053
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Theres not much anyone can say except "talk to your closest friends about how you feel" or "seek help" platitudes sure, but its all I can offer, I know what its like to be in that mindset and I don't know if I've truly left it behind but I'm still alive now for what thats worth, you can do the same.
Post number #762367, ID: 1623a2
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Have you tried focusing the pain on other stuff in your life? Like not on yourself, but on something else?
Post number #762386, ID: cf60ba
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>>762340 This. Not much to do other than that unless you want, like, tons of small little tips and stuff. But, just like this g/u/rl I was in the same mindset as you, and, well, while I'm definitely not healed I'm a lot better now and I actually feel happy occasionally.
Post number #762396, ID: a547ea
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The secret for the happiness is
Post number #762400, ID: 6a05da
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OP is sus
Post number #762445, ID: c8193d
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It's like judge dredd said. People only have two traits, emotions and EVIL.
Post number #762460, ID: af84f8
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https://lostallhope.com/
Post number #762519, ID: cbd055
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>>762316 maybe see if what may be driving you to suicidality could be from an external factor? I remember when I was in a shitty dishwashing job thinking that I should lay my head on the near by train tracks and thought to myself maybe I should get a different job/do different shit before I off myself and I feel better now. No idea if changing your life around may help though.I personally have found my depression and depressive issues were more from stuff going on than from my mind
Post number #762897, ID: c85357
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>>762316 We can only tell you what other people before us have; Seek help and talk to friends. There's only so bad things can get; life is a rollercoaster, so you'll experience an high soon.
Post number #762919, ID: 4e2941
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>>762897 >an high
More like an hero
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| I want this pain to end. I have thoughts about self mutilation to end the pain constantly. No one knows though, I keep it to myself. I just keep doing the same shit, laughing at jokes just because other people are with an empty emotion rattling around what feels like a hollow husk. I have to sustain this meat sack, yet, everything is unappetizing. everything is unappealing. I have no mouth, and I must scream.