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Regret
| >>743636
That sounds heartbreaking
I hope you get another chance to come out to him & that it goes well
| >>743663
I hope so too.
I might ask him if we can do it again, but this time intentionally so I have time to prepare myself.
I've known him my whole life. We used to play together when we were babies and we've been friends ever since. Coming out to him over text just doesn't seem right, and when we stumbled upon this perfect opportunity I was too scared.
I need to go back. Together with him. And I need to finally do it. I feel a lot of regret right now. It would have been perfect.
| >>743668
Don't be too hard on yourself, it's a scary thing to come out to someone and especially when it's your best friend.
You've got another chance, from the sounds of it, so it doesn't have to be a regret forever
| >>743670
I know, I know. I mean, he isn't even my best friend, but like, because of how we've known eachother our entire lives it's just, it's different with him. It was honestly way easier telling my best friend about it, but like, this guy has been in my life for as long as I've been alive and I've never said anything, so it's just so much more terrifying.
I know I'll get another chance. I'll make another chance. It just sucks having to keep it in even longer than I already have.
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| We never intended to go there, but somehow our little chatting session outside had led us to the forest trail around a lake in the middle of the night.
There was ice around the sides of the trail, but not one the trail itself, and our only light was the stars and the little lightposts meant to keep hikers from getting lost.
There is a spot there. A little wooden platform overlooking the lake with a bench on it.
I should have told him to sit down, and finally come out to him.