Post number #678932, ID: 1e4bb1
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i didn't have any so i made them up to justify my feels
Post number #678937, ID: 3f1576
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Back when I had depression - it was fueled by my laziness, procrastination and a lack of progress. And depression would just make the matters worse, ofc. One hell of a bad circlejerk.
Post number #678941, ID: 365d17
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Being just generally mentally ill, having nothing to do for half a year, overthinking, anxiety, feeling hated for who I am, shit like that.
Post number #678953, ID: cf5b2f
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Existence is pain and even if everything in my life goes right living another 20 years sounds painful
Post number #678957, ID: b11f92
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>>678937 Can relate, my own laziness usually leads to self hatred.
When you waste entire weeks, it starts eating away at ya
Post number #678985, ID: 1a3090
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>>678937 I think it's this fore as well. This, and a lack of any kind of meaningful relationships, aside from family maybe. And even then, I can't confide in everything with them either.
Post number #678987, ID: 6d9c20
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Loneliness and social anxiety
Post number #679014, ID: 4c8b5f
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If I didn't force myself I'd be mute.
Post number #679471, ID: 41a1eb
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My parents, myself, and life in general. Everything sucks
Post number #679505, ID: e5ec61
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Guilt Childhood Trauma And a sense that I didn't really matter, and was just a burden on people.
Post number #679523, ID: 471e7b
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the fact that death would free me from feeling anything is such an appealing idea to me. i wouldn't need to look for happiness and i wouldn't feel any sadness if i were dead. i guess this mindset is the cause of my depression and vise versa.
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