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Broken personality
| i like one special person a lot.. i'm thinking about her a lot times, i wish to meet with her.. but i feel fear that she will hate my personality, also things around corona around are making me fear to travel by bus out of my country.. i feel fear to visit psychiatrist.. psychiatrist never helped me, just gived some anti-depressants what was like placebo, after drop i felt just dizzy little bit.. idk what is wrong with me.. i wish be like others, but also not.. i don't know nothing
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| I feel as terrible person..Im communicating with family just for info..i can't say that i like them or that am i able anything to share. I feel that is here me and than others.. I'm going to sleep around 6-9am and waking up in 3-5pm.. I'm ending contacts with people whoi hate after time.. i dont know me.. but everything is so same.. i feel just emptiness, and that everything others is in chaos, because of me, i'm like blackhole.. i just wish be loved.. but who can love destruction?