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I'm really really lonely
| I want to have someone in my life who I can be MYSELF with. Someone I could pour my soul out to - and be there for them when they need to do the same. Someone who would put me at ease just with their presence. Who would love me and allow me to love them back. Not necessarily romantically, just be able to accept and appreciate each other. But I have no idea where and how to find that kind of relationship. Or if that even exists. Maybe all this is just ramblings of a naive romantic.
| basically me too
| btw did you see this video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dxTdTOvmrEg it's a drunk couple ranting about horse porn
| It's hard to find but it is possible to have friendships like that. I had a friend like that for a couple years, but he moved away and we don't see each other often... That makes it much more difficult to hold that friendship.
| I really relate to this. I have i friend i can kind of be myself around but it's a very power dynamic-y relationship, in which i am the omega. fuck.
| I feel this on a spiritual level too bad I'll never happen for me tho lolol Anyway, best of luck, g/u/rl! Sometimes you have to take the relationships you have already and just open yourself to something deeper with those people.
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you ever talk about it tho ?
what do you mean by omega ?
also op, i don't think there's any problem with romantic thoughts. i don't see it as intrinsically naive.
| i can relate to this too. but i fucked up all my relationships with my friends really badly so i have no one to talk to or hang out with right now other than my family. i hope you can manage to get some friends that you feel close enough to that your comfortable being yourself around.
| Same here. I swear I'm ready to just go out and start doing normie stuff like hang out at pubs and try and talk to new people when things open back up because I swear I'm going nuts with just the constant loneliness. I'll jump through any embarrassing hoop and growing pain if it means I learn a bit more about how to function as a social being and find someone new I like to be with.
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| It's not like I lack regular human contact. I still live with my parents and I talk to them all the time.
I also have plenty of friends (even though most are only online), and we talk and play games or do something else pretty much daily as well. Some of them I'd even call my close friends, who probably know me better than anyone else.
But I don't have anyone who'd be REALLY close. I always have to hide or twist some part of myself when I'm with others.