Post number #610370, ID: b82430
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i feel like it may just fucking kill me.
Post number #610371, ID: b82430
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i don't want to have to deal with existence
Post number #610373, ID: 4826f4
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i am tired.
maybe there is no way to heal this.
Post number #610374, ID: 3221e0
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and i'm worried about that. i'm having doubts about whether it matters or not.
Post number #610375, ID: 003a84
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i want to live free from this swelling worry and i think it might be embedded into my life.
Post number #610376, ID: b50d0a
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and i want to get rid of that worry. i haven't found anything that matters
Post number #610387, ID: c56f09
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Nintendosaurus Rex
Post number #610400, ID: 151bc5
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>>610387 what does that rhyme with?
Post number #610409, ID: 6c30e9
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>>610370 well, you are right about that one :P
I get what you mean though. I'm not suicidal, but what do I have to live for? I rewatched Cowboy Bebop the other week, and talked to my therapist about Faye's story, how she lost her memories and who she was, but when she finally found them, there was nothing but history. She still didn't have a meaning. My therapist said something about "deciding what I want"... it doesn't make sense, shouldn't I know? No, there is just the void.
Post number #610551, ID: 758ee1
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You have to want something. If you don't, you're a damaged gooods - that's how modern society works I think. >>610409
Post number #610565, ID: 96e9eb
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As odd as the idea may seem, I think religion is still important for this exact reason. It gives a hope for the future that is difficult to find or make otherwise.
I'm not promoting 'blind faith' though, as that will make the problem worse. You need to be able to genuinely analyze it and have it still make sense. I was able to do that with the beliefs of Jehovah's Witnesses, so I recommend that, but find what makes sense to you and gives hope.
Post number #610610, ID: 6c30e9
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>>610565 JehovWit? And here I thought it was just some cult.
Post number #610656, ID: c56f09
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>>610565 I believe spirituality is important for some people and very helpful for humanity as a whole, but Jehovahs Witnesses? Come the fuck on.
Post number #610808, ID: f68bd5
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>>610656 agreed. In some cases, it's better to separate your religious beliefs and religion organizations, even government-supported ones
Post number #611914, ID: bec03a
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>>610370 The future has a 100% kill rate. You have 60-80 years to do something.
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| i feel like it may just fucking kill me.