Hey I hope you're doing alright
| i really fucked up.
| i was feeling sad but now that i found out its illegal im also anxious
| I lost my right hand from fighting a lose seal so I'm not alright. If anything I'm all left.
| I'm about to get kicked from the uni and get drafted
| Like, I finished but didn't send in time
| thanks op! im recovering from an infection and im still feverish. kind words like yours always makes hardships easier to endure. sleeping in front of the tv all day and binge watching tv shows isn't half bad whith people like you around. much love from Scandinavia
| I am tired of feeling sad. I want to be angry and actually solve my problems.
| >>1088277
how would anger solve any of your problems? what kind of probblems and solutions are you having and aiming for anyway?
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| Thanks for the thought OP
| aw shit man :c
| almost five months without cutting but its getting harder tbh, suicidal thoughts louder too, really wishing id just succeeded the first time tbh
| im trying i just dont know how much longer i can keep doing this
| >>e0566f Life will kill you eventually anyways, its probably easier to wait it out if you're set on doing something rash. Who knows, maybe the impossible will happen, regardless of its slim odds.
| Honestly don't think worse about yourself for cutting. I think a lot of people don't know what to do when they see self harm scars. The reaction other people have is probably a bit too heavy handed. People harm themselves every day - smoking, drinking, etc, and nobody gets super weird about it.
None of this is to say I endorse it or anything, but just don't think you're a worse person for doing anything to yourself, especially if you just wernt feelin it.
| Id also advise having a hot bath and/or a frozen treat, perhaps a Blizzard:tm:. I don't think thatll solve anyones problems specifically but you deserve it.
Unless you dont like baths and or frozen treats, then just go do something else you like, but id still highly advise both....
| >>1088151 well. Grandma didn't think the rider shit is quite Chinese so... Well that's a few second gone. Guess... This is gonna be that, few seconds gone? Or whatever. The crater, has a lot of shadow, I guess, it is not alone anymore. As for the sun. Well, it ll collapse... One day. Just, not so soon. Nor, who knows, how it gonna be.
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| Yes, you. If you aren't that's fine though. Even if you fucked up, really bungled it up, you're allowed to be sad.