killing myself in 17 days
| Wait till it snows and go for a classic Ryan Gosling death, bleeding out on the soft cold snow
| Never kill yourself
| good luck and see you on the other side
| >>1075125 I actually did it once (without the bleeding out part though)
probably was the best melancholic experience in my life, 11/10 would recommend dying like that (or just trying out).
| The only thing I would recommend is finding a quiet place. Drive out to a wheat field completely covered in snow, or something like that.
| actually just freezing to death sounds peaceful, and it should be kinda painless.
| Good luck, post us everyday. We will keep you company until then
| No, actually, don't do it.
Life can get better
| don't do it g/u/rl
| >>1075138 ill be 26 in a couple of months, and ive wanted to die for as long as i can remember, ive tried a couple of times, first time when i was 8. if there was a way to fix any of this, it needed to happen years ago and i definitely dont have the money for it now. i just wish i could have been better for the people who care about me. things just dont work out sometimes though.
| >>1075150 I'm telling you, do not do it. You have people that care about you, you still have things to do, things you want to see, things you want to do, food you want to eat, and music you haven't imagined yet.
Keep moving forward, one step at a time, one day at a time. Don't take a rushed decision.
| i'm telling you >>7d94ba is a faggot that wants you to continue suffering for her own sociopathic benefit
you are the only one who knows your life and you are the only one who has the right to end it
| >>1075154 Life is always more than meets the eye. You should stop encouraging OP's rushed decision.
You talk about Life, but you also omit the fact all of us ONLY have ONE LIFE.
For all we know, this is it. After carrying such rushed decision, you may never know what could've been, what you missed out.
You. And OP. And Me. And all of us. Should cherish life as much as we can.
OP clearly cares about those that care about them. Why would it be so hard to care about one more person?
| That person that I'm talking about, is OP.
OP, please care about your life as you care about the life of others.
| tried reaching out to someone i thought could help just a little, been left on read for five hours now
| you could always give them some more time, I ignore my phone for longer than that after reading a message here and there
| >>1075135 freezing to death is NOT painless, unless you are intoxicated while doing so
One of my relatives knew a dude who tried to kill himself by drinking and drugging and falling asleep in the forest mid january. He survived. But all his limbs had to be amputated.
Now he can't even kill himself.
If you want to kys make sure it works.
But also why not just goon and have fun for a year? One way plane ticket to thai lady boys, in one year you can still kys
| >>1075121
Didn't you already post this thread once or twice before?
Anyway, see you later, friendfag.
| all of you are letting OP down
| >>1075214
What do you want me to do? I don't want her to kill herself but she didn't listen to anything I said the last two times.
| I don't know anything about her situation so I have nothing to say other than being 25 years old is still young and that she got lots of time left, if she wants it.
| Coming to the lord without an invitation is rude. Please stay with us.
| >>1075220 your posts are why i decided to try reaching out to some friends, just made me feel worse. its not your fault or anything obviously, and thank you anyway. this isnt a rushed decision, its been coming for years and ive given myself plenty of time to figure everything out. sorry if i made it seem like i was ignoring you, ive been reading every post here, several times, even if i dont respond
| >>1075233
it's just fucking sad cause we wish you the best. i also don't believe death will fix anything, which are just my beliefs.
also, fuck you, put yourself in our shoes, you don't tell us anything, just "imma kms soon" and that's it. that's fucking sad and leaves us feeling powerless to do good for anyone. so what is it? you're broke? got trauma issues? tired of the world?
it just leaves a bad taste in the mouth... bitter and idk...
| >>1075236 Relax gurl, don't go too hard on OP. I know what that feels like.
>>1075233
I'm glad you tried reach out to others, even if that doesn't work, look for help on your country's lifelines and help programs, contact the local police/or authorities even if you have to. Use every resource to your disposition to stay alive. Your life matters, I mean it.
| I tried taking my life once. I just began drinking and thought by myself, huh, wouldnt it be nice to die of alcohol poisining while drunk. It wasnt, I vomited everywhere and was suffering through the worst pain ever in my whole body. Worst part was finally falling asleep and waking up in my own vomit and piss, alive.
| see ya later
| Can you give us a rundown that we can all ignore for prosperity
| just a lifelong selfhatred, plus shitty family, plus shitty life in general. the circumstances dont really matter i think, i cant stand myself no matter where i am. if theres a way to fix any of it, its very expensive and i wasnt able to afford basic therapy even when i had a job
| This is typical for undiagnosed ADHD.
| 1. Don't kill yourself
2. If you really want to, find a cause worth dying for and give your life to that. Make your death matter. Go out with a bang, and leave a lasting impression.
| >>1075420 based
one man with nothing left to loose has changed the world a hundred times before
be the menial of a new era, a new paradigm, let your death echo forth and herald in the next century
| Am i too late? I didn't check this asylum much, please post pic before doing it.
| even better, drop a audio file yapping why you do it.
| even better, drop a audio file yapping why you do it.
| Even better, open up a bit and connect with people/us and then don't kys.
| Nah, don't do it, take care of yourself OP
| >>1075164 met up, yapped over music cuddled made out and fucked all night, reminded me what life is. i still hate myself and want to die but that can wait a little longer i guess
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| I think about suicide often, I promised myself to wait until I'm 60, but maybe I'll go earlier.
I kinda know the feeling of planning it for a long time, the first time I seriously thought of it I was 12, but didn't act on it because some weird external pressence made me feel like I shouldn't.
I don't have relatives, my family was abusive and I can't connect with most people irl. I used to have friends but I don't anymore.
This thread is closed.
| done with everything, kinda wanna die under the full moon but prolly just gonna dig my throat out in the bath instead. better ideas? dont have much money to work with unfortunately, so nothing fancy.