y'all ever feel like you're just existing and not thriving?
| forgot also scrollin n not sleepin ja
| it all feels so pointless, doesn't it? i never stopped fighting for my dream of living a sustainable and healthy life but in todays late stage capitalistic society it's almost impossible when you have the add/asperger combo so yeah it feels like you're pointlessly working towards something that's never been within reach. i don't abuse substances though because it only makes it worse. i don't even smoke.
| greed is the reason why we lost our pride as a people and i think it starts at work when you become a disposable noface forced to slave away for morally dubious reasons only to fill the already overflowing pockets of the capitalistic(parasitic) ultra-rich. in most countries 20%+ of the population can barely pay rent or eat healthy and that's a huge number. ever worked retail or any place where you can look at the profit margins? most goes straight into the CEOs personal account.
| The only way to feel fulfilled as a human being, is to find Meaning. To feel Meaningful.
How do you find it? You have to actively, conciously, look for it. If you do not look for it by your own will, you will fail to see it, even if it's right in front of you.
I'm pretty sure Deppression doesn't help the search. So I would focus on that first.
| >>1057829
Well, that's easy to say especially when it's not your life your talking about.
Between working 40+ hours a week and having to maintain a home/relationships while simultaneously living paycheck to paycheck there's too many who feel there's not enough energy left at the end of the day except to rest up for tomorrow's workday. Every weekend is spent resting up for Monday's grind.
| >>1057829
A lot of people's lives looks like this and it's not living or thriving. It's exploitation and it kills the soul.
And if you're one of those unlucky enough to be born in an area or country with an abysmal unemployment rate then you're living life on hard mode and everyone hates you for being poor.
It's easy for the privileged or ignorant to go "just stop being poor/depressed/ bro" when you have few or no means to take action.
| masterful thread
now then >>1057830 what are you hoping to achieve by make all these excuses to someone whos trying to help? acceptance of defeat and unwillingness to change is the cause of meaninglessness. relationship tiring you out? leave them. cant balance work/life? look for another job. cant find one? learn new skills. too tired after work? keep on moving and doing stuff instead of planting your ass straight onto the ass shaped couch.
signed,
>>ad4c8b
| you lose the right to use the "easy to say when it's not you" card when you go out of your way to share your woes with other human beings. if no one understands then why are you here instead of writing in your diary? a little push can go a very long way. you just need to accept that youre still alive and there are still things ahead of you.
| >>1057833
is personal attacks all you got or are you gonna respond to what they're actually talking about?
| >>1057833
i mean, it's very clear that the poster you're responding to is working her ass off towards her goal but feel desensitized because she feels stuck in the hamster wheel with little to no gains to show for despite her hard work. on top of that, you don't even got a job yet you feel compelled to demean people who do??
| I'm jorkin and poopenfartin
| pissin
Refresh
| thas me. im jus straight not livin drinkin, smokin tokin, jorkin, sleepin, eatin, shittin poopenfarten pissin. aimlessly. like theres no point to trying at all when it never even began? is there a name for this thing?