psych wards arent even that bad tbh
| real asf
| Our local psychiatric ward had a serial rapist on staff that repeatedly raped young women. The entire staff kept covering it up by bullying the victims on his behalf and it only ended because one of these young women taped the bullying and gave the tape to the media. She was the only one who had the strength to go to court and get him convicted. Our local hospital have a huge problem with systematic bullying of defenseless patients and it's disgusting.
| Their open psychiatric care made the mistake of trying to bully me and I fought back with tooth and claw(well more like pen, wits and a tape recorder but whatev) and it's an uphill battle that I'll never stop fighting for as long as I live. Outside of work all my remaining energy goes towards the anti-bullying activism/support group that I run.
If only they knew how toxic I can be online lmao pls don't tell on me
| >>1036659
Didn't mean to hijack your thread or anything but this is 89% of what I think about every day. That being said I don't think you should self harm just to run away from responsibilities or to hang out with people but I'm not judging you. Try to do what is best for you and only do this if you *sincerely* believe this will net you a positive outcome. Also your psych ward sounds kinda half-decent, no? The one we have is a joke.
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| >>1036678 you fool. you nincompoop. you absolute moron. you had your pattern recognition triggered by a mere timezone. now you suffer:
*does NOT fuck your mouth*
| >>1036674
well what would you do if your father basically told you that you are a waste of space? What about if every time someone in the house looks at you they are visibly uncomfortable or disgusted. I don't really know why I'm treated this way. Maybe it's because im currently unemployed. It seems like in most peoples eyes your worth is decided by such things. That being said, I am pretty worthless. it could be that everyone will feel happier and more comfortable with me gone.
| >I don't really know why I'm treated this way
you post on this textboard. put 2 and 2 t ogether
| Also its not like I'm just laying around and not trying to do anything with my life. I'm just constantly being met with rejection. Maybe I can't see it but there must be something visibly wrong with me. or maybe I just give off a bad vibe. I think I just have to exist in other peoples lives as little as possible so no one feels bad because I don't want them to feel bad and I don't want to feel bad either. I just have to go somewhere
| >>1036686
Parts of what you're talking about sounds like adhd tbh. Other than that, you do come off with a bad vibe sometimes. It's not like you're approachable with that negative mindset. I'm not judging you and it's understandable that you feel and act this way but unless you show that you're actively trying to improve yourself instead of running then people won't find you sympathetic. Sorry but it's true.
| You are not your family's reactions. That's on them and they're juvenile and wrong and while you can't control their actions what you can control is how you deal with them internally. CBT can help with that.
| What's up with my stupid vpn alasudden
| Its okay I've decided I'll just be a part-time homeless person. Whenever anyone is awake I'll go outside and I'll just come back home when its like 1am and everyone is asleep. That way I'm not bothering anyone
| >>1036707
come on now, at least be the bigger person and give them a chance before you decide on things like this
| They hate me bruh wdym
| >>1036668 I got pretty lucky with the place i went to, everything was pretty alright. only real problem i had was with one of the other patients creeping on me, but i heard from a woman i made friends with that apparently theres shit like that going on at one of the local rehab centers where the admin guy will personally see all the female patients and get them to do stuff for him in exchange for cigarettes and shit.
| Living in the psych ward is my final backup plan if everything elle fail. You get cute nurses, mentally ill friends and free food and funny meds.
However I dont get how you get in there (i'm not that mental yet)
| Its effecively a prison, even if it can sometimes be nicer than an actual prison since theres no retarded revenge dynamic going on like normal prisons. Sounds terrible to live in.
| yeah they dont even want you
| true
| yeah true they don't even
| >>1036668
That was really based of you to speak up about to us here. And really really based of her.
>>1036659
U could come live with me if u want. I dunno. There MUST be another way for you to take a break! It makes me really upset when g/u/rls cut themselves :(
>>1036672
based based based based based!!!!!!
go g/u/rl go!
"Try to do what is best for you and only do this if you *sincerely* believe this will net you a positive outcome" I'm writing this in my diary I like it.
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| I can tell that I'm going to relapse on self harm again soon I might just do it on my arms this time so I can get sent to a psych ward I mean its no responsibilities no one screaming and being disappointed in you just a bad tv, cards, board games and mentally ill friends that might be what I need fr