You ever feel like your brain is crowded?
| I can relate. I call that as most also say "auto-pilot".
Everybody experiences this, you can't just be on your top consciousness every minute. That's why you make writing errors while noting something down.
Auto pilot behavior will change accordingly to your emotion state.
If you want to go schizo you can call it as someone else is controlling you.
| NHK IT'S THE FUCKING DENPA AAAAAHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGG
| Wow I feel like I’m not a real person, and only fractured parts of a soul remain in me, I look at my actions and think I wasn’t there a lot, but I don’t feel like anything else was there, like a table with massive holes in it instead of say different tables
| I'm part of /u/.
| >>1033140
Hmm. Yeah it's kinda like that. Exact same feeling excelt for the fact that sometimes it does feel like "different tables" as you put it
>>1033117
Ig. But why does the autopilot sometimes not like my name, or has a different conceptualisation of self? Does that happen for you too? It kinda feels like having an auto-pilot but also sometimes just having a different pilot all together
| pl/u/ral g/u/rl
| >>1033149
G/u/rl, might be, I just don't feel comfortable jumping to that conclusion if there could be other answers. Ik it's probably just denial considering I have partial memories of controlling my body alongside someone else with a different name I could have conversations with who'd take over fully sometimes, but my therapist considered it a one off thing. My therapist also confused autism for psychosis and thought the cure to depression was smiling more, but let me have hope
| >>1033149 from all the mental illnesses on this site, this is probably one of the most benign. op go read https://pluralpedia.org/w/Main_Page immediately
| >>1033152
I did, and, tbh I didn't learn anything. I genuinely appreciate the thought though, I'm just already well read on this kinda stuff. I've been compulsively researching this for years. It, I mean, it fits. It does. I just, I'm probably just grasping at straws tbh. I think I just made this thread hoping I'd find something that would reinforce the thought that it's not the case
| I think self conception should make it easy to live a good life and make those around you better off, and since most memories and experiences are in the ‘other selves’ it’s better to describe yourself as ‘having x traits right now’ rather than ‘being y who has x traits right now’ because that implies you can’t interface with the other parts and I think that’s not true and harmful.
| It also might lead to conflict as you recognize your differences as more important than the shared benefit of all mental states.
I heard that smiling more works a tiny bit but the effect size is just really low. I’ll try to smile more hahaha
I get the impression therapist jobs were made to give otherwise useless people welfare instead of just giving them the money so they don’t make trouble.
| Where I live the therapists barely even help with welfare. They just hold hollow conversations, misdiagnose half their diagnosis and
| it can only be if it has space.
| >>1033198
Well you see it don't, cause it's crowded. All crammed up. No space, only time
>>1033179
Thank god they don't. That old cunt was the most depressing looking white man you can imagine
| Not that he was depressed, just that his presence made me more depressed
| I could have fixed him…
| Lmao
| I could have fixed him too but I’d need to imprison him and probably give him medicines
| >>1033246
Okay that might actually be the most depressing looking white man, but therapist was like that cause he was painfully bland
This thread is closed.
| Feels like there's enough people up there to singlehandedly be the only poster on this site
Genuinely though, do you g/u/rls ever get the feeling you're not the only one? You ever have moments where just, your voice and behaviour and way of thinking changes involuntarily? Moments where you look at something you've apparently been typing and go "I didn't write this??"