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I tired. I just want to rest.
| But also I don't want work on factory, cause my mentality start's melting. And, the salary by month - it's 610. For my region, it's decent payment, but for all stuff around - small as shit.
On shop - I feel my self comfortable. Yeah, some shits happens when you working with people, but I really like make people happy with their choice. And I feel happy for them too. I know a lot about electronics, smartphones, PC, and all that stuff I selling.
But salary? 400$month. And with that
| With that I can only pay for food, some stuff like electricity, water.
And that fuckin suck.
I trying to open my service, cause I'm electrician. Fixing PC, smartphones, settings up stuff like this. I can do it. I have a decent knowledge to make a medium office, PC club, and much of that stuff. But, perhaps, I don't know how to make ads? 0 calls. 0 fucking calls for mons. I posted my ad on sites, Instagram, some other social media. 0 calls. For 2 months. Wtf?
| On a factory I can't keep my self healthy, in mentaly side. I'm getting apathetic. Cause humans working on factory, have absolutely different mentality. Everything feels so dark, they drinking like a pigs, talking like prisoner's, and not understanding anything "good".
If you gritting them, they laugh. You wishing them good day, they laugh. I don't, fucking, understand them.
On shop I have a really cool company! We can talk about gadgets, cars, future, and make laugh each other.
| So the verdict - I get stuck between 2 sides of coin. Be happy and poor, or be sad and rich.
When you sad - you don't want to do anything. You don't have fuel, to move forward.
When happy, you opened to new ideas, you have fuel to do stuff like washing home, clothes, playing game and all that stuff that makes you even happier! Or stuff that ups your quality of life.
| Thanks for opening up and showing us a captivating view into your life. I especially thought your experience with the work culture at the factory was the most interesting. I haven't worked a factory myself but I can imagine your coworkers based on how you described them.
I think it's better to stick with the factory work and save the suplus money so you got a nice buffer for when you switch jobs, but that's just me and I don't know what I'm talking about.
| Thanks for opening up and showing us a captivating view into your life. I especially thought your experience with the work culture at the factory was the most interesting. I haven't worked a factory myself but I can imagine your coworkers based on how you described them.
I think it's better to stick with the factory work and save the suplus money so you got a nice buffer for when you switch jobs, but that's just me and I don't know what I'm talking about.
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| That sounds really tough. I feel pretty lonely at university and I’m a lucky western g/u/rl. I hope you can get some rest and find a path forward.
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| Anyone of us have hard time I guess? That happen to me. Mentally. I changed my work on factory, to shop. Seller-consultant. Worked 6 month, then again returned to factory. Then left again to shop. Why? I lost my self on wishes, trying to accept my self. I want money to do keep my self not get too frustrated with work/life/shit happens around... To keep my wanting closes, living in a decent house (for now I'm living on my own, but it's looks like a homeless shit).