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Why did no one ever tell me that cutting feelt so good?
| Yuri from DDLC, is that you?
| I kept telling everyone on this board to cut themself, wdym no one tell you this?? Also post pic
| Is that why women love running because it’s painful like cutting? Unfortunately I’m a soft g/u/rl and all this exciting stuff is too painful for me. Back to my blankies in my nice safe room.
| got another one :3
| >>1015953 as person what sh too, and lover of yami kawaii i must say i agree. with you. but moral me who don't cut for last 3/4 year i must say, you will keep cutting deeper and deeper to get equal kind of feelings, and once you will cut mistakenly too deep and you will need doctor to connect your skin together. Its happened me. Also nice thing if you wont cut for long, you won't need cut that deep (bad guide from me). Make sure your razor blade are always clean. don't use rust etc
| Scared girls are attractive AF,damn I love mental illnesses
| >>1015989 Don't worry g/u/rl, I'm well aware of how nerve endings die. Normally I'd just get drunk to cope with my problems but I can't right now due to medical bullshit...
| You are legitimately mentally unwell.
Please get help.
| >>1016036 Help is what brought me to this g/u/rl. I'm on some of the strongest anti-depressants available, I take anti-stress meds, and I'm currently doing magnetic brain stimulation to get my brain wprking the way it should. Despite all that I feel worse than ever and instead of being sad I'm now just hollow.
| (Not to mention that I've 5 different times throughout my life had long standing contact with psychologists to no effect at all)
| I just watched Kiki’s delivery service and Kiki felt hollow but then they rested and met friends who appreciated her and then Kiki’s friend was in trouble so Kiki went to help them and at the end said they felt sad sometimes but was feeling more confident. Maybe try that?
| >>1016052 >try finding friends
Lovely advice. Hasn't worked before. Humans are some of the worst things to ever exist.
| >>1016052 if i can be honest i used sh as way to find attention from friends too.. it's worked but at end they get tired and abandon you
| >>1016050 meds are not help in any mean, they are the worst thing ever invented by the feds and glowies to suppress your brain's reactions to the reality around you and not treat the problem at the root, slowly killing you. antidepressants are like painkillers, only with even worse side effects.
Try going into the woods where there are no people for 2-5 hours without your phone, I think it should help. at least it did for me.
| >>1016064
>try going into the woods
Tried that before was chill but then reality sets back in as soon as you go back home
| I remember when I was basically emotionless, sh helped a lot yo stay sane. I HATED the anti depression meds, they forced my body to make happy emotions and I HATED it so much. So I threatened to kms if they didn't take me off them.
The only thing that made me feel better in the ends was friends and getting away from my abusive family. I'm still depressed quite often but I'll probably never sh again.
| >>1016082
My anti-depressants don't even make me happy they just make it so that I feel nothing when I know I should be sad...
>getting away from my abusive family
That would definitely help but it's also easier said than done...
>friends
They are one of the few things that still bring me a bit of joy. Sadly most of them have distanced themselves from me over time...
| meds aren't the thing that are supposed to help you, it's the support of your loved ones and good therapy and deep searching for the drive to live
i'm on ssris but lucky enough to have worked with a great therapist for the course of years now
find someone or something to love (and maybe fuck mouths. life is worth it)
| >>1016085 yeah, I wasn't able to get away from family till I was 25, it's such a huge struggle that ik some people can't handle it. But if you can get though it, I promise everything will get so much better.
| >>1016062
CAN I??? I wouldn’t even need to have sex with you, I have plenty of porn and can get you some whenever the attraction inevitably fades, I’d just want to hold you and be nice to each other.
>>1016086
No, I might catch lime disease or get sun burn. My delicate frame is staying safe and snug right here
>>1016055
But don’t you have similarities to others? Even if you were a serial killer you could make a serial killer friend in the World Wide Web these days
| >>1016061
If it’s your big hobby, at some point you need friends who fit you. If you want to bond with your friends though and it hurts and exhausts them, that’s bad. Kiki got a cake from the old lady she’d cooked with, and promised to gift her back. nice one but not practical regularly. Kiki also posed for her friend to paint, and liked seeing her friend’s painting. Maybe you could just hang out with your friend while they do their hobby and help out a little?
| >>1016157
>But don’t you have similarities to others?
I certainly do and the friends I found online who shared my hobbies either turned out to be complete scum or distanced themselves from me over time. The one friend I do have left I can barely hang out with since he mostly hangs out with those other people that are pure scum.
| >>1016161
Well I’m hanging out with you right now and *I’m* very good to my relatives so THERE. Were you on one of those upskirt photography sites or gore sites? Sometimes certain hobbies make you a worse person, really anything where you get pleasure from other’s pain.
| >>1016055
Only in relation to other humans that can love as much as you do and can suffer as much as you do will you be able to realize the beauty in the imperfect human nature
| >>1016164
Nope just 4chan's /a/, joined a watchalong for a show I like, made some friends and then that spiraled into making some more friends. After a while they dropped their act and as it turns out the "friends" I made there ended up being either actual pedophiles, literal psychopaths who will drop their supposed friend as soon as they don't have anything to gain from them, or just general assholes...
I don't gain any pleasure from others pain...
| >>1016166
You’re so cultivated : ) I was never on /a/ tbh. I’m watching e2 of haruhi today if you want to join me on that or something. It’s still good that you avoided those mean people-much better than falling in with a bad crowd.
| Might be the first time a gurl on /u/ able to give me a creep. not talking about OP btw
| >>1016158 i realise it somehow.. Who is Kiki? Maybe, but i don't have who to meet now really.. and somehow busy too..
| >>1016202
No one is actually obliged to love you or anyone else.
Take those who do give that attention to you closer to your heart and be unafraid to spread that love yourself.
Love, at times, takes more than it gives back. But we love
| >>1016203
>Take those who do give that attention to you closer to your heart
Too bad they don't exist
>be unafraid to spread that love yourself.
I'm never been afraid of doing that, in fact the only thing I've ever shown to the people I love is love.
| >>1016204
Uhm acshually that's statistically impossible because you feel many emotions for people at different times, so you must have shown someone you loved at one time different emotions at another, like fear, which most struggle with.
>>1016216
I'm the creepy anon so better not be meanposting in my thread anon....
| E2 of haruhi was nice. I didn't react really strongly emotionally during it, but entertaining, good message of adventuring into life. I think fear and the feeling of being cut off from passion, among other things, cause exhaustion eventually making the world a blunt and colorless place. I used to like to be cutesy with my friends til things became a status game, and doing that recently with some friends made me feel much better. I still feel kinda blunt but idk sleep time I guess:)
| >>1015967
I know I'm a bit late to the party but the total abscense of sanity in this post made me genuinely laugh out loud.
I'm gonna be thinking of this when I go for my morning jog in 5 minutes lmao
| Gotta love the mentally ill of the internet. Anyone wanna doom time wasting and ruin our life together?
| The feeling is back........... fucking hell the temptation.....
| Make sure to post pic
| try falling asleep in a tub with water next time, also make sure ur cuts are underwater
| G/u/rls there's definitely something wrong with y'all's heads
| >>1016509 I agree with this g/u/rl
Please seek help/or stop FUCKING CUTTING YOURSELF you FUCKING DUMBASSES
| why is this bait thread 54 long
| >>1016527 I can bait you to take my offering on giving you something 54cm long if you know what I mean
| I use gentoo btw
| Unless the "joke" is that you're the one baiting...
| Episodes 3-6 of haruhi were ok. Good show but not super emotional for me tbh.
| Yami kawaii is nice also btw
| "Pao (1969) differentiated between delicate (low lethality) and coarse (high lethality) self-mutilators who cut. The "delicate" cutters were young, multiple episodic of superficial cuts and generally had borderline personality disorder diagnosis. The "coarse" cutters were older and generally psychotic" Classic case of the virgin vs the CHAD.
So I am refining my theory- cutting is good way to release some tension and get some stimulation in life, without being too rambunctious.
| >>fe3192 there all pussies anyway if they don't commit to the bit. Edging isn't a lifestyle, it's cowardice
| Eh sometimes you’re cowardly and do the best you can. It’s better to cum hard though fr
I tend to stay up really late when I’m tense and frustrated and I think it’s the same phenomena. Idk about solutions though.
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| The warmth from the adrenaline is super pleasant, and the smell and taste of blood is a nice extra on top of it all. Why have these secrets been kept from me...