Post number #935373, ID: 795d44
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if i don't cum like three times a day i get anxious. if it gets too bad i do stupid shit online. nothing illegal cause i'm not that stupid but at the worst it's been i've pretended to be a teenager and talked to groomers online. right now i'm in my parents house for the holidays and there's not really any privacy so i can't jack off enough and i've been horny enough that i'm in physical pain for the past two days.
Post number #935374, ID: 795d44
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today it got so bad that i raped my blahaj :(
i'm in therapy, but it's hard to talk to my therapist about stuff like this since i'm in a position where she might assume i'm doing something she needs to report to the police (im not). plus i'm not going to see her for the next two weeks so i'm a little on my own.
there's not really any point to this post other than to express my suffering ouh loud. if you want to post advice you can but i'll probably be too brainless to take it.
Post number #935375, ID: 795d44
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god i just wish i was normal and didn't get off on my own sexual trauma and getting upvoted on reddit. why am i so fucking weird.
Post number #935381, ID: 0a3da0
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Reddit copypasta. Don't reply
Post number #935382, ID: 795d44
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>>935381 nope, i wrote this.
Post number #935395, ID: 29b848
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What's the best way to confirm if it's a copypasta, google?
Anyway that shits fucked, channel the horny into something more productive, bake dick cakes or draw. But sounds like you need to ween yourself of off it and find better coping mechanisms.
The pain is probably psychosomatic so your really down bad.
Post number #935397, ID: 52f077
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Try sex
Post number #935413, ID: e19775
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same problem here. to tell the truth, getting out of this addiction is not as easy as it seems, so attempts like "wow today I will stop jerking off for the whole next month!" 99% will fail. I can advise you to distract yourself daily and occupy yourself with other things. if you had a hobby and you quit, maybe you should return to it?
Post number #935414, ID: e19775
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if thoughts of masturbation become too obsessive you can try meditating to clear your mind, or just put your dick under a stream of really cold water for a few minutes. try to masturbate not for example three times a day, but two, until it becomes the norm, after which you can start masturbating once a day, and so on. I hope my advice will help you.
Post number #935418, ID: 76a49c
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i thought you were just a coomer but then i read the part about groomers... find god.
Post number #935420, ID: 76a49c
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i'm cryin like why would you post this
Post number #935428, ID: 795d44
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>>935420 because i'm struggling and the only places i can talk about it are anon ones
Post number #935429, ID: 795d44
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>>935414 masturbating less is physically painful for me. i don't think i could
Post number #935444, ID: f4edf5
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>>935374 it's ikea plush or what?
Post number #935446, ID: f7696e
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It's fine op, I do masturbate 5 times at day. It takes my full daily free time but at the core, you just need to believe in the gesture. I see that your resolution is still weak, you lack of confidence and inventive on making stealthy masturbation sessions. I'd advice you to think about the tools that you could make use of and the sides of every rooms. You need to combo them well in order to be able to make your memories! It's a matter of claiming your own territory.
Post number #935447, ID: f7696e
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You may'll have to make some sort of "reordering" just because it's not for your "fashion". Neither way, just go wild! I see that you have a potential oppressed by villains that would never get to understand the depth of our rituals to maintain the mind clean from the false beliefs that they would always be trying to use in order to overtake your superb long developed knowledge.
Post number #935448, ID: f7696e
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It's not you that is fading from the reality, it's them that cannot accept what reality truly is and decide to cope in a forgotten cave that they call history and traditions! They're nothing but weaks who'll never accept the higher power gained through the knowledge given behold their communication.
Post number #935449, ID: f7696e
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The weaks will keep sufferig by battling each others. You should have no business in such waste of time. You just need to keep sharping your blade into becoming invincible. A height where giving words to describe them would be insulting. As they'll grown old and tired without knowing how nice does the warm of the sun is and beauty of a full moon in the midnight.
Post number #935450, ID: f7696e
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You by bearing the map for illumination, will take the path that goes behold the barrier that means obscurity to them, that will gift you the single adventure that you'll need for the single life you've been given.
Post number #935452, ID: 76a49c
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bro what
Post number #935457, ID: f7696e
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>>935452 I'm seeking an individual. Not a spectator who holds his own regards too high for him to lose the rightful sight, to let the disgust be shown oh how much glory does it mean? Still a merit for keeping in control the leak which as unsightful it is does exist, if you'd be able to consider it as a standard to be standing for obliviously.
Post number #935594, ID: eb606e
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that poor shark plushie lol. going nofap is kinda worth it though, isnt it? makes it feel soo good when you finally cum. i've been holding myself for 10 days because my fwb will come visit in a few days and im gonna cover her entire face with my cum. you should join in lol.
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| if i don't cum like three times a day i get anxious. if it gets too bad i do stupid shit online. nothing illegal cause i'm not that stupid but at the worst it's been i've pretended to be a teenager and talked to groomers online. right now i'm in my parents house for the holidays and there's not really any privacy so i can't jack off enough and i've been horny enough that i'm in physical pain for the past two days.