Post number #880806, ID: af1c86
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many thanks! I instantly fell asleep lol
could you please do it again?
Post number #880821, ID: 510078
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You are such a good boy, mhmmmm, mhmmmmm.........
Post number #880828, ID: e047f0
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Awh, I'm so glad you liked it so much~ I'll always be there to call you my good goy <3
Post number #880934, ID: a6ec4c
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when i was a kid my stepdad asked me to punch him because some kids stole my trading game cards. he thought it would help me get rid of the excess of suffering and sadness, help me to man up. Nowadays im like him, i only express my sadness through anger. I take criticism badly, talk loudly and i'm unable to cry. I'm ashamed of who i became in lots of ways. But it's fine, cuz i'm not a looser enough to be called a "good boy" online haha
Post number #880938, ID: 5d5841
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>>880934 Dude, if you want to be called a good boy, you can just openly say so. You don't have to play 4D reverse psychology chess with us. We'll even call you a good girl if you're into that~ <3
Post number #880940, ID: a6ec4c
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>>5d5841 ... maybe i do want someone to tell me im a good person but im not gonna find them there
Post number #880994, ID: ebd989
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>>880940 You might be surprised. I'm sure that, deep down, you are a good person who deserves love and care.
Post number #881043, ID: 92f82a
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>>ebd989 okay wasn't expecting that but thanks i guess, you da boss
Post number #881352, ID: af1c86
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op here! thanks for calling me good boy~!
I have a question, why do you accept to call me a good boy ?
Post number #881354, ID: af1c86
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>>880934 expressing sadness through anger sounds problematic, did you recover the cards?
and like you I kinda used to have some of those problems. I'm very detached from my emotions, so I usually have a hard time reacting to anything that I could feel, because of that I rarely connect enough with people to feel like I could open up and express my emotions to them, so while I have no problem socializing whatsoever, it's hard for me to find comfort in another person and ask for help
Post number #881355, ID: af1c86
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or with more basic things like simply enjoying stuff, I get saturated with the presence of people if I spend too much time with them, and I just kind of feel the need to push them away from me, which decreases my chances of any affection, comfort or help I could get
so being called a good boy it's the quickest way to emulate the feeling of cuddling up with someone, being held and told everything will be alright, even though it won't be alright and I'll be still alone and helpless
Post number #881357, ID: af1c86
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while I don't think I'm a looser in any area other than being close with people, I do fail to get any kind of deeper connection with someone and outside help when I'm emotionally frail and in need of anything from someone
Post number #881363, ID: 74467e
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>>af1c86 holy shit reading that actually meant a lot thank you
Post number #881447, ID: aeb2e8
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I'm not sure what you mean but thanks I guess (?)
Post number #881451, ID: 0d43f0
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>>aeb2e8 reading someone elses views on a simular subject i relate to feels great and comforting
Post number #881458, ID: 4bbc3d
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>>0d43f0 I see, I'm glad I did that uhh... you're a good boy too, keep up and you'll be a better person someday!
Post number #881562, ID: a47d42
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https://youtu.be/watch?v=jwfWLR94IYQ
Post number #881578, ID: af1c86
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>>881562 thanks for the song!<3
Post number #881597, ID: 5d5841
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1rq4ATzS318
Post number #881602, ID: 626604
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>>881597 thanks! the only thing I need now are some headpats, perhaps some day I'll get some, I'm melting just by being called a good boy
Post number #881668, ID: 424e49
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>>881602 here sweety *pat* *pat* u deserve it
Post number #881698, ID: af1c86
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>>881668 t-thanks! u~u
Post number #881707, ID: af1c86
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>>881597 it was amazing until I realized it was a loop, great video though,really liked it
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| many thanks! I instantly fell asleep lol
could you please do it again?