Transgender witch specializing in sex magik, need help
Post number #830252, ID: 7a5b58
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Hey y'all!!! So I've recently found a serious problem lol
Basically, my deity demands sacrifices in exchange for favors, and is particularly fond of sexual sacrifices. I usually do this by dedicating orgasms to her, and oftentimes will cast spells using my semen as a component. This has been working very well up till recently. I'm now about a bit more than a year into hrt, and i can no longer make cum... I can orgasm but can't make semen. How do I make more for my magic???
Post number #830256, ID: 372c83
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Uhm... you might be fucked. I hope you didn't agree to any contracts. Was it Lilith? Geeze, g/u/rl...
Does it have to be your own semen?
Post number #830293, ID: 7a5b58
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>>830256 as of late, it is Lilith!! I'm sure she's very busy, so it's such an honor to be a daughter of the mother and even receive her gifts! That's why I'm so anxious, she's done so much for me and i need to prove my devotion. I just moved into a dorm and they don't allow candles or incense so i have fewer ways to praise her, and i can't even give her fluid like i used to. I'm worried she will revoke her gifts. I feel such intense dread thinking about how I'm failing her...
Post number #830295, ID: 7a5b58
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>>830256 but yes, we did make a contract. To gain her blessings and to continue to speak with her, i need to at the very least: -Devote all my orgasms and sexual pleasure to her -Give her an offering of sexual fluid at least once a month (typically during the new moon) -present her with offerings (roses, honey, blood, perfume etc... There's other stuff i haven't been able to get her that she wants, like snake skin, ram horn and cemetery soil etc lol) often, lest she be displeased
Post number #830296, ID: 5f700a
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I love sex.
Post number #830297, ID: 7a5b58
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>>830295 and in return she gives me: -beauty and femininity (has helped my transition so much, i pass incredibly well now and have even made money selling pics lol) -helps me with seduction (i have not mastered this yet LMFAO) -confidence -much higher libido and pleasure -susceptibility to hypnosis -stronger smell and taste -if im especially good, she occasionally gives me a glimpse of the future -helps me with other spells
She's promised even more to me if I'm a good daughter!!!
Post number #830298, ID: 7a5b58
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>>830297 and since i can't fulfill one of my duties (at least monthly fluid offerings), I'm breaking our contract and if this goes on much longer, she will revoke my gifts and i can't lose them and can't lose her, I'm so afraid of losing her and my gifts
Post number #830299, ID: 7a5b58
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>>830296 me too! Lmfao
Post number #830373, ID: 6c16bb
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What in Sam Hill am I reading here?
Post number #830376, ID: 8e916f
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When you cum, does nothing come out at all? So long as there's some fluid, even if it isn't really semen, that's something, right?
Post number #830380, ID: 7a5b58
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>>830376 literally nothing comes out 99% of the time. I still have orgasms, they're just almost always dry. And when i do make fluid, it's barely any at all, not nearly enough for an offering :(
Post number #830383, ID: 372c83
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Can you renegotiate the terms of this contract? Maybe you can ask for a 'Semen by Proxy' clause. You could get someone else to cum for you. That way you would still be devoting a tribute to Lilith, just not with your own DNA. Kind of like lamb slaughter.
I'd offer some of mine if I could, but I'm trying to cleanse myself and home before Spring comes.
Post number #830384, ID: 7a5b58
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>>830383 that might work. She just asks for fluid sacrifices, so i could get someone else to, but if it was just some internet rando doing it i wouldn't be there to devote it. So i guess i need to find a partner asap but dating is so hard lmfao
Guess I'll try, i want a partner anyway, just have never had luck dating. But i guess i have to lmao, i feel so dreadful, like I'm starving for her power
Post number #830386, ID: 372c83
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>>830384 A partner is def a better idea. Very challenging indeed, but you can do it, g/u/rl! Maybe contact an expert for advice too. I have heard of spirit companions that can perform ritual tasks on your behalf, but haven't looked into it much. That would solve the distance issue maybe.
Whatever happens, good luck!
Post number #830391, ID: 7a5b58
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>>830386 im horrible with spirit companions lol, and even if i had one i think it needs to... Go through me? To go to Lilith lol
But yeah tysm!!!
Post number #830396, ID: d8ec59
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Try a prostate massager? I leak like a fire hydrant with one in. But. Mayb pre cum wouldn't count.
Post number #830399, ID: 8e916f
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What counts as a sexual fluid, anyway? Could you use lube left after pleasuring yourself with a dildo or something like that?
Post number #830401, ID: 8e916f
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Also, damn. I'm a trans witch specialising in divination, but you're making me want to diversify my craft a little~
Post number #830416, ID: cf9655
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>>830396 ooh and that works when you don't make any otherwise??? Damn i gotta buy one hehe
Post number #830417, ID: cf9655
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>>830399 hm, that's a good idea, I'll try that!!! I'm guessing it needs to be bio but maybe she'll take it :D
Post number #830418, ID: cf9655
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>>830401 ooh divination is awesome... Maybe we can cast a spell together some time, combine our crafts~
Post number #830436, ID: d8ec59
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>>830416 well i'm not on hrt, but i never had any pre cum until trying a massager. After 2 or 3 weeks it was a really nice amount. It's like my prostate was atrophied lol
Post number #830444, ID: 434d6d
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>>830436 ah cool! Even if it doesn't help me for this it'll be fun lol
Post number #830520, ID: 7a5b58
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Ok, op here, update. I tried the idea of using lube for the sacrifice, and then went to bed. I had a horrible dream and I'm sure it was Lilith being upset with me. I dreamed I was in a luxurious bedroom with a comfy bed, where i was pleasuring myself. But before i was done, i began thinning, and feeling incredibly hungry and weak until i was just bones. I died, and as i died i saw a tall dark haired lady looking cross. I'm sure it was Lilith telling me that i fucked up her-
Post number #830521, ID: 7a5b58
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>>830520 sacrifice, i woke up terrified, I'm still shakey and feel like I'm starving, even though I just ate a big dinner. I gave her a sacrifice of honey and a few drops of my blood in an attempt to apologize, i tried asking her why it didn't work and she didn't respond. I guess I'll keep giving her non-fluid sacrifices to try to make her understand I'm sorry and still devoted to her. It's already 7 days past the new moon and I'm freaking out even more now, mother please help me
Post number #830522, ID: 5d3632
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there's no way OP isn't actually lilith trying to bait some unlucky g/u/rl into tributing her all their cum. right?
anyways I volunteer to donate my cum.
Post number #831079, ID: 7a5b58
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>>830522 I'm not, that's very kind of you xD
Post number #831080, ID: 7a5b58
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Ok so update, a friend of mine who's a trans boy will be coming over soon to help me out <3 can't wait hehehe!
Post number #831083, ID: cf6310
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>>831080 Good luck in the cumzone!!
Post number #831099, ID: 372c83
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>>831080 Hope it goes well! Tell us what Lilith thinks
Post number #831948, ID: 7a5b58
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Aaaand he ghosted me. Rip :(
Post number #831959, ID: 2d360e
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>>831948 Damn. Maybe something important came up. Otherwise... ruuuuude lol. Hang in there, OP
Post number #831979, ID: 5f9df3
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Did they got locked up as cum cows?
Post number #832085, ID: 4a23a2
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Oh, I was looking into getting a spirit mentor, how did you do it g/u/rl? I really needed some guidance now
Post number #832086, ID: 354f62
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Have you considered becoming a bride of Christ? The terms are much more favorable.
Post number #832089, ID: 4a23a2
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>>354f62 I looked into it and the restrictions are not my thing. I need a relationship like the one of a sister
Post number #832092, ID: cf6310
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>>832086 christfags be like >if you're not monogamous god is going to be upset with you >also we're going to marry every single woman in our organization to christ, now be a good goy and send us your daughters
Post number #832093, ID: 75b45c
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>>832089 Wait. Are you telling me I can have a sisterwife and/or motherwife deity?? Fuck it yo, I ain't agnostic no more. Sign me the the hell up!
Post number #832097, ID: 4a23a2
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>>75b45c Hell yeah you can. You can do everything, you're so much more powerful than you think!
Post number #832111, ID: 75b45c
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>>832097 w-what must I do? :o
Post number #832240, ID: 7a5b58
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>>832086 what the fuck
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| Hey y'all!!! So I've recently found a serious problem lol
Basically, my deity demands sacrifices in exchange for favors, and is particularly fond of sexual sacrifices. I usually do this by dedicating orgasms to her, and oftentimes will cast spells using my semen as a component. This has been working very well up till recently. I'm now about a bit more than a year into hrt, and i can no longer make cum... I can orgasm but can't make semen. How do I make more for my magic???