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Transgender witch specializing in sex magik, need help
| Uhm... you might be fucked. I hope you didn't agree to any contracts. Was it Lilith? Geeze, g/u/rl...
Does it have to be your own semen?
| >>830256 as of late, it is Lilith!! I'm sure she's very busy, so it's such an honor to be a daughter of the mother and even receive her gifts! That's why I'm so anxious, she's done so much for me and i need to prove my devotion. I just moved into a dorm and they don't allow candles or incense so i have fewer ways to praise her, and i can't even give her fluid like i used to. I'm worried she will revoke her gifts. I feel such intense dread thinking about how I'm failing her...
| >>830256 but yes, we did make a contract. To gain her blessings and to continue to speak with her, i need to at the very least:
-Devote all my orgasms and sexual pleasure to her
-Give her an offering of sexual fluid at least once a month (typically during the new moon)
-present her with offerings (roses, honey, blood, perfume etc... There's other stuff i haven't been able to get her that she wants, like snake skin, ram horn and cemetery soil etc lol) often, lest she be displeased
| I love sex.
| >>830295 and in return she gives me:
-beauty and femininity (has helped my transition so much, i pass incredibly well now and have even made money selling pics lol)
-helps me with seduction (i have not mastered this yet LMFAO)
-confidence
-much higher libido and pleasure
-susceptibility to hypnosis
-stronger smell and taste
-if im especially good, she occasionally gives me a glimpse of the future
-helps me with other spells
She's promised even more to me if I'm a good daughter!!!
| >>830297 and since i can't fulfill one of my duties (at least monthly fluid offerings), I'm breaking our contract and if this goes on much longer, she will revoke my gifts and i can't lose them and can't lose her, I'm so afraid of losing her and my gifts
| What in Sam Hill am I reading here?
| When you cum, does nothing come out at all? So long as there's some fluid, even if it isn't really semen, that's something, right?
| >>830376 literally nothing comes out 99% of the time. I still have orgasms, they're just almost always dry. And when i do make fluid, it's barely any at all, not nearly enough for an offering :(
| Can you renegotiate the terms of this contract? Maybe you can ask for a 'Semen by Proxy' clause. You could get someone else to cum for you. That way you would still be devoting a tribute to Lilith, just not with your own DNA. Kind of like lamb slaughter.
I'd offer some of mine if I could, but I'm trying to cleanse myself and home before Spring comes.
| >>830383 that might work. She just asks for fluid sacrifices, so i could get someone else to, but if it was just some internet rando doing it i wouldn't be there to devote it. So i guess i need to find a partner asap but dating is so hard lmfao
Guess I'll try, i want a partner anyway, just have never had luck dating. But i guess i have to lmao, i feel so dreadful, like I'm starving for her power
| >>830384 A partner is def a better idea. Very challenging indeed, but you can do it, g/u/rl! Maybe contact an expert for advice too. I have heard of spirit companions that can perform ritual tasks on your behalf, but haven't looked into it much. That would solve the distance issue maybe.
Whatever happens, good luck!
| >>830386 im horrible with spirit companions lol, and even if i had one i think it needs to... Go through me? To go to Lilith lol
But yeah tysm!!!
| Try a prostate massager? I leak like a fire hydrant with one in. But. Mayb pre cum wouldn't count.
| What counts as a sexual fluid, anyway? Could you use lube left after pleasuring yourself with a dildo or something like that?
| Also, damn. I'm a trans witch specialising in divination, but you're making me want to diversify my craft a little~
| >>830399 hm, that's a good idea, I'll try that!!! I'm guessing it needs to be bio but maybe she'll take it :D
| >>830401 ooh divination is awesome... Maybe we can cast a spell together some time, combine our crafts~
| >>830416 well i'm not on hrt, but i never had any pre cum until trying a massager. After 2 or 3 weeks it was a really nice amount. It's like my prostate was atrophied lol
| Ok, op here, update. I tried the idea of using lube for the sacrifice, and then went to bed. I had a horrible dream and I'm sure it was Lilith being upset with me. I dreamed I was in a luxurious bedroom with a comfy bed, where i was pleasuring myself. But before i was done, i began thinning, and feeling incredibly hungry and weak until i was just bones. I died, and as i died i saw a tall dark haired lady looking cross. I'm sure it was Lilith telling me that i fucked up her-
| >>830520 sacrifice, i woke up terrified, I'm still shakey and feel like I'm starving, even though I just ate a big dinner. I gave her a sacrifice of honey and a few drops of my blood in an attempt to apologize, i tried asking her why it didn't work and she didn't respond. I guess I'll keep giving her non-fluid sacrifices to try to make her understand I'm sorry and still devoted to her. It's already 7 days past the new moon and I'm freaking out even more now, mother please help me
| there's no way OP isn't actually lilith trying to bait some unlucky g/u/rl into tributing her all their cum. right?
anyways I volunteer to donate my cum.
| Ok so update, a friend of mine who's a trans boy will be coming over soon to help me out <3 can't wait hehehe!
| Aaaand he ghosted me. Rip :(
| Did they got locked up as cum cows?
| Oh, I was looking into getting a spirit mentor, how did you do it g/u/rl? I really needed some guidance now
| Have you considered becoming a bride of Christ? The terms are much more favorable.
| >>354f62 I looked into it and the restrictions are not my thing. I need a relationship like the one of a sister
| >>832086
christfags be like
>if you're not monogamous god is going to be upset with you
>also we're going to marry every single woman in our organization to christ, now be a good goy and send us your daughters
| >>832089 Wait. Are you telling me I can have a sisterwife and/or motherwife deity?? Fuck it yo, I ain't agnostic no more. Sign me the the hell up!
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| Hey y'all!!! So I've recently found a serious problem lol
Basically, my deity demands sacrifices in exchange for favors, and is particularly fond of sexual sacrifices. I usually do this by dedicating orgasms to her, and oftentimes will cast spells using my semen as a component. This has been working very well up till recently. I'm now about a bit more than a year into hrt, and i can no longer make cum... I can orgasm but can't make semen. How do I make more for my magic???