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Obsessed
| I'm attracted to men and women but I'm guess I'm just. Obsessed now i guess. I need someone who will make me feel small and dumb and like her cute little thing, someone heavier and stronger than me, and smarter and older by a few years and will grab me whenever she wants and I'd love it. I'm too dumb and needy and weak to do things by myself, i need someone who's sweet and loving but has her fingers in my brain. Someone i can call mommy, who makes me blush and scared and loved
| Idk why I'm posting this. Just needed to get it off my chest i guess. I'm obsessed with it, i need it again. Someone stronger and heavier and smarter and older and knows better, i need someone's hands and tongue and teeth on me, who will overpower me when she wants and love me for it... I'm obsessed and it's probably not healthy
| So what I'm getting out of this is that you want a BBW Dommy Mommy who is cunning and potentially has trait narcissism?
Can relate tbh. It's an obtainable dream. Gotta ask yourself what you have to offer her though. Two way street.
| I love sex.
| OP once you fix your dumdum issues you'll release you don't need all that to feel like someone's cutie. You just need someone that expresses their love for you enough. I've been there myself. Don't dwell on it and work on yourself, lifting works wonders.
| >>826961 yeah i guess,,, when you put it like that it sounds dumb akdhahs
I don't have a ton to offer i guess besides devotion and giving her orgasms and company and stuff... That's probably not enough tho honestly, i just dont have a ton to give ig. I just wanna feel safe and small and useable ig
| >>826976 yeah that's probs Tru. I don't rly wanna lift cuz i want my partner to be stronger than me,,,, but i do excercise ofc haha
I rly wanna feel like someone's cutie. Mostly only guys wanna date me, which is fine but it feels different to me. They just wanna fuck me ya know? I want a girl i think, who's soft and kind but also kinda mean and stronger than me? Idk. Men never want anything beyond hookups with me and girls don't usually go for me lol
| >>827001 What I mean by 'offer' is personality. Mostly. As cliche as it sounds, just being your true self is half the battle. I think the other half is striving to be the best version of your true self. You seem pleasant and insightful, so, as a stranger, I can see you have that going for you. I'm sure there are many other things about you that a future partner would adore. It may not be who you expect, but don't stop looking for that special someone. Good luck, OP.
| >>827014 aw ty, that's actually rly nice of u,,,, ur like the nicest person on the internet lol
I def try to be my real self, especially now that I'm away from home for the first time in a long time. Not to be like prideful but I do kinda honestly feel like I've got a good cute desireable personality, at least desireable to some people lol
I get sad sometimes but I'm usually bubbly and kinda needy lol, it's just hard to find someone who's the person for you, ya know
| >>827002 well I am sorry to hear that you are attracting the wrong type of attention but I can sympathise with no one wanting the real you, too sad bruh too sad ;-; if only actually being a male lkfteyr actually made you attractive to women ://////
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| Have you ever had an experience that broke your brain and has made you obsessed with getting it again? I really want a woman, a few years older than me, who will be kind but controlling, lovingly manipulative, whos stronger than me and will grab me and hold me down whenever she wants. Who kisses me hard and chokes me when i don't expect it, who wants to cuddle for hours and bite me and leave marks all over me. Who will be mean in the kindest way, who makes me feel dumb and small