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Guilty Wank
| Regarding sexual fetishes, my life has been characterized by a descent into degeneracy and increasing extremes, fueled generally by depression and specifically by some of its symptoms, like dopamine starvation, deprivation of stimulation, and depersonalization. One thing often connected, leading to or from another.
I've jerked off to all manner of things, like gore, scat, sadistic destruction, illegal stuff, bestiality, and many others.
| As an example, there was a video of a woman pushing the stem of a well-sized nettle up her cervix. I've masturbated to skullfucking/brainfucking, and came to videos of women chewing and retching on their feces.
The most important thing to note there in my opinion is that the need for such extremes come up in me specifically when I'm aroused and am in a phase where I masturbate a lot.
| Otherwise I know that the real me, somewhere deep inside, values purity a lot, and if I did not have sexual urges and didn't masturbate, would be quite despondent if not repulsed by these sorts of things.
This could be you, too, so if there is anything to learn from my plight, it's that sex and porn is a powerful agent of corruption. There is a real slippery slope that you can fall victim too, just like alcohol and drugs. Learn moderation, avoid masturbation, and remain pure.
| The Kali Yuga is fought inside of yourself first.
I'm not an abnormal guy. You can end up like me too. So if reading this makes you feel disgusted, I suppose that is good.
| The disgust mechanic is important here, since it's precisely because it's so extreme and taboo that it makes me feel something.
I'm like someone who doesn't taste anything from the taco unless you put some serious bell pepper in it, because I've been eating increasingly strongly spiced tacos over the years and eventually it all became boring.
This overexposure to pornography in our society is not a good thing, and I'm a proof of that. It can seriously destroy some people!
| >>732014 How is your sex life may i ask? People tend to say that too much porn can make the normal sex impossible to enjoy.
| I've definitely been through similar phases in my life.
| lmao i fucking love how we have a guy in here like "yeah i jacked off to gore and brainfucking and stuff but im actually normal" no sir you arent and even in the depths of nut i have never found myself straying towards such things
seek therapy
| >>732114 The point isn't that she is still normal, she is saying that it can happen to someone who thinks they are normal. I thought I was normal and it happened to me. And in any case saying that isn't going to convince her of anything.
| even then 'normal' is BS
| You think human can be normal? Show me ISO certification. Without it, it's just sparkly opinion
| I was few times have sexual fantasies with someone who am i not contact anymore..
Once while sex chat with someone.. and i felt that my text was so trash i feel..
| >>c76565 people who aren't asexual and don't get horny are the REAL weirdos unless they're on like, SSRIs. otherwise you should be a horny mf.
| I've definitely masturbated and nutted to some seriously fucked up shit, fueled by horniness to keep going, but even as I did it, I felt disgusted, sort of like a morbid curiousity and some sort of feeling that I get from reading horror. I knew it was wrong and I haven't done it since.
| >>732315
ah yes
the person saying "hey maybe goreporn is uhhh repugnant" needs to go back to 4chan and not the people pretending to be pretty princesses while discussing brainfucking
very normal and cool
| >>732427 It's really more like
the person saying things that people frm 4chan would should go back to 4chan and the people who don't shouldn't. Doesn't the group you seem to be part of advocate for separation of cultures, anyways?
| >>732476
lol what are you even talking about lol if by the group im part of you mean "regular humans that dont jizz to goreporn and torture" then no
so yeah edgebois should fuck off back to whatever chan or kun they main on and stop sullying this app
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| Have you ever jerked off to something and later regretted it? What was it?