NO FAP
| lol
| You should totally fap though~
>Absolutely, definitely, not a Succubus
| Oooh Interesting I still have a complex relationship w it.
| Try to send money to someone every time you do it. Increasing the cost of an action decreases the frequency of the action.
| People don’t respect you if you send them money is the problem
| >>1061605
Yeah they does but I think randomly sending people makes me look extra weak to them. Sure you could send it as a payment or something but how could money be sent on fapping in a way which avoids it? It can’t- you will look weak :(
| it never works..a goon from birf to def
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| Oh I forgot to record when it started n there are no dates. Today my friend was praising me and sent me a cute picture of her face and she’s really cute and it made me feel horny. I think this thread started 2 days ago or something like that so I can calculate may number of days by subtracting June 26 from the current date so today is day 2 at least of no fapping. My pp still hurts from some day in the last five when I stroked it in bed and came in a way that made me sore.
| Good luck and get buff!
| FAP
| I can't not fap, I have to rub one every two days or so, otherwise I can't focus on anything.
Worst of all is, I don't even like porn, I want sex, real sex, jiggling booties, bouncing boobies, cute tummies, wet holes and sluts panting. Porn is ehhhhhh not really real enough, everything is way too over the top and 'fantastical, it's hardly like the real thing.
Plus it's not near as fun either.
But I can't have sex every day, and that sucks :<
| Have you tried reading porn and imagining, or looking at a sexy picture and imagining? Those sex things sounded a lot like the stuff in porn ads but I find video porn too much too.
2 days after last orgasm for me :) it hurts to stand a certain way, I always wonder if I have a slight hernia or something
| >>1062114
im not being down bad in an erp with a person, less pathetic maybe but honestly feels the opposite. atp i need to stop altogether but its proving impossible
| Or lust doll (itch.io)
| Though:/ I’ve never erp ed n came. My therapist says I always look for distractions when I’m uncomfortable and I need to solve the source of my discomfort. I went through a phase when I was even more anti porn but would masturbate 4 hours some days to escape. Do you think there are specific triggers? How is the rest of your life?
| >>1062169
currently unemployed and aimless and i pretty much have no privacy atm where im at cause i have no room of my own
| Yeah that’ll make you frustrated gurl. That was me in college I would just masturbate in my lofted bed while a annoying roomie was in the room :(
Can you go the therapy!? It’s been helping me I think.
| i thought about it but idk how ill do that unemployed. how long did it take for you to like, get out of that sort of situation?
| I live with my parents and am on their health insurance, which lets me do it. I’m not out yet but I’ve been trying to find peace in doing little healthy things.
| day 0
| didnt fap but choked on a dildo so hard i came anyway
| >>1062309
oh it does? idk how id convince them but ill try. geez i sound pathetic rn..but thank u gurl. and still, im glad you’re making some progress regardless
| >>1062350
You don’t at all!! One of the things I’ve been trying to make peace with is that I’m kinda in a pathetic situation and not feeling ashamed and doing little bits of work because I still care. If you got your health insurance details, you may be able to go do it yourself, but it will still be have co-pay for them, and show up on their statements. I only did it cause I had friends cheering me on.
And thank you <3
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| >>1062370
true. i guess even now i still care to some extent if i feel pathetic and realize the situation i am. ive been trying to incorporate small victories when i can. ill see if i csn do that though, like going there myself. and you’re welcome gurl <3 im wishing you the best
| I came in my own mouth yesterday, I love cum
| 28 june - 6 july.
It was so hard.
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| I decided to try nofap at least during the day.
If I get horny, I'm going to lift weights.
I'll write daily how long I've lasted.
My last masturbation was yesterday, I don't remember when though.