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I'm feeling lonely.
| In these stories I am who I always wanted to be.
Brave, strong unafraid...
Living freely and living in a forest of wonders. That's the world in my dreams. Instead I am greeted by concrete walls every time I open up my weak eyes. In these dreams I even have friends. I am able to actually communicate! Not leave notes that no one will even reach.
But... That world isn't real. I am cowardly, pathetic and still alone.
I'm kind of tired, I'll take a rest.
| You're not alone. What you believe the world to be so it is. Become
| How long did I sleep for? If only I knew how to read the time right. I've looked around the house for them. I even knocked on their bedroom door. No response, I can't enter it uninvited. I got scolded for doing so once.
My snake isn't moving. I think it went to sleep. I considered going outside today, but maybe I'll try tomorrow... I feel strange inside though. I feel like there's someone in here. The chair in the living room was moved like so someone could watch the TV better...
| Did they come back and change the chair? Why wouldn't they notify me of their return?
Just as I was about to go back to my room, a visitor appeared in the corridor. He was pretty strange looking as he had horns on his head. He was standing out from the crowd. I didn't know what to say. It was a complete stranger. I managed to ask him why was he here. Unfortunately I didn't get too much... He's here to observe to see what happens... He wasn't there after all. It was my imagination.
| I can't believe my eyes. Maybe I should not trust myself.
Now I'm back at my room. I poked the snake, but still sleeping. When will mom and dad come? How do I get help? It's too much for me to take. I need to take a rest.
| Today I tried going outside as my pet still wasn't moving and the phone wouldn't even dial any longer.
I fought with myself as I thought of whether could I do this or not.
I even knocked on the door of my parents' bedroom, but still no response.
I stared at the door. It looked back at me menacingly.
I backed off. I stepped forward.
I can do this I repeat to myself.
I can. I have to see the outside.
The outside had a surprise for me.
| Everything in the neighborhood was gone. The only thing remaining was a piece of our lawn with the house which was shattered like a piece of glass. The house didn't look good either. Before me there was only a long pathway which was glowing white very strongly. I am scared. I regret going out. What's going on? What's happening? The person from yesterday spoke up again, saying it's a wonderful sight. I looked at him just as he was vanishing once more. I don't know what to do...
| He was right though, the inside of the house was still perfectly fine. I shouldn't head out into a dangerous void that my house was consumed by. I knew I shouldn't have gone outside. I'm so scared, where's mom and dad? Where could they be?
...
I headed outside again.
Nothing has changed about it.
There was only one possible way I could go apart from jumping into the void.
I walked towards the light.
As I got closer, it blinded me and somehow binded as walking towards it was hard.
| I turned back at my home. Somehow, going back was just as easy as normal, but heading forwards was very slow and tiring.
I pressed on forward though. My parents weren't there and my pet...
I need to go see the other possibility.
I keep on walking.
Walking.
Walking.
Walking.
Walking.
Walking.
Walking.
Walking.
Walking.
Walking.
Walking.
I shatter like glass alongside the world I was part of. I'm alone.
| In my bedroom again. I'm still lonely. I should do something. It's quiet. Even more quiet than before.
I leave my room and I already ask myself what's happening? My room was okay, but the outside is shattered and shattering. It's like my house is being corrupted, just like on the outside. I need to find mom and dad quick!
Their room - I should check it only at a last resort... I'll come back if they're nowhere else.
Next to it I see a family photo of me and-
Okay, I'm going in.
| The room looks even more corrupted than the rest of the house. Its like it all starts from here. It's awful. They're not here. This is... It can't be... They must be still somewhere. I can find them. They need my help. I have to... I have to find them. I...
I'm back at my room.
It's now just as broken. Leaving it away for 5 minutes didn't do any favors.
My bed - I can't even rest there anymore.
I couldn't anyway.
This is awful.
It's you.
It's me.
Do you know where my parents are?
| I think I already know the answer.
They're gone.
As things are. I'll never see them again.
I don't want it to be true.
They can't be gone.
There's a way to save them.
I must take that chance.
Even though I won't be able to come back here.
There's nothing for me to come back for.
Even the glass in which my pet snake was in is now empty.
I have no choice but to do it.
There is a chance.
But losing my attachment to this world.
I could potentially lose memories of my parents even.
| Would I be able to save them unknowingly?
These memories... They're my everything...
How... How can I save them if I can't even remember them? What sort of option even is this?
I'm decaying alongside this world...
Time passes by slower and slower.
The beautiful world that I was in.
Now out of reach.
There's no reason to stay.
I'm going.
I'll make sure to never forget them.
There's no way I'll let myself forget!
I won't look back howerver.
I think I'm doing the right thing.
| I have a feeling...
My dreams and happiness will come true...
I'm...
I'm going to leave now.
Goodbye friend.
Goodbye mom.
Goodbye dad.
Goodbye my notepad.
I'll never forget you.
Perhaps... We'll meet again some day.
| It seems as time has passed, she slowly lost hold of memories from her last life. However, she is still drawn to the red haired girl she met in her dreams.
Though, maybe for the wrong reasons.
Maybe one day, she'll realize and remember. The real reason she's attached to her.
| What the fuck are you on about?
| Booba tea
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| Mom and dad have been gone for a while. I can't see anyone outside through the window either. Not even cars are driving. It's been kinda scary to go outside however now it's even scarier.
My mind is already racing when I'm home alone, but what should I even do? I tried calling them, but no response. My pet snake isn't helping me either as she's been refusing to eat anything.
To pass the time, I've been imagining stories that have become so vivid, I nearly forget reality.